A Cry For Help(Bullied by 1D)

Chapter Three

Hello lovely people.So sorry i haven't updated in a while its schools fault.So true.Since the first day Ive been getting homework like crazy and were learning stuff that's not even our grade they think were so smart so they pop out some weird looking math.I hate math that's why i love English hey that has to do with writing.Here is your update,hope you like my lovely cupcakes.<3

After the boys circled me and Anna helped me i told her that i was leaving.I couldn't stand this anymore i think i should stay home for a few days.She nodded and i walked away.I got passed the gates and walked down the path.My phone beeped so i took it out and i had a message from some unknown number.

From:Unknown

You think you can get away that easily huh well tomorrow is gonna be your worst nightmare.

I was scared and i didn't wanna reply but my stupid fingers were typing on the screen.

To:Unknown

Who is this?H

I got home and unlocked the door.As i shut the door behind me i heard my adopted parents arguing.I walked in the living room to see glass on the floor and them flaming at each other.If looks can kill they will already be dead.I let out a cough and there heads turned to me."Sweetie what are you doing home".My sweet adopted mother said to me.

Now here's the thing.My adopted mother Marie has a boyfriend named Chris and he is an alcoholic.I don't know why she is with him but he's been there since my birth mom gave me away.He dosen't care for me let alone he dont know why Marie took me in.I found him one time having sex with some fake barbie on the couch.

He's been cheating on Marie this whole time and he is only using her for her money.You see Marie is a fashion designer and he is a good for nothing ass.He told me that day not to tell on him or he'll slice my throat.I didn't mind if he killed me maybe this will all end but i just kept my mouth shut.I snapped out of my thoughts when Chris was tugging my hair pretty hard.

He threw me to the wall and screamed in my face"What are you doing here"."I left school what the fuck do you care".He slammed my head against the wall some more."Listen to me and listen good,your nothing but a worthless whore and your a mistake to everyone just die".People say that to me all the time but that really hurt me bad.

I pushed him and kicked him in his crotch and ran upstairs.I slammed the door and started crying.The next thing i did was go into my bathroom in my room and take the razor.I looked at myself in the mirror then back at my arm.I slid it across my wrist and let the blood drip.I am a worthless lut i thought.I am fat too.I did four more cuts and put the razor back.

I felt kinda woozy but it happened every time.I decided to stop eating or just throw up all the food i ate.I am fat i lifted my shirt and looked into the mirror.I was ugly hated myself.I decided to take a shower and forget the world.I stripped my clothes off and got into the shower.The warm water hit my body relaxing me.I washed my hair with my strawberry shampoo and conditioner.I stepped out and wrapped a towel around my body and hair.I put on my lace bra and matching underwear.I lotion up my body with my vanilla lotion.

I was searching for some sweats and a long sleeve shirt when i noticed the bruises all over my body.The worse one was on my ribs.I touched it and yelped in pain.I think it was broken but i didn't seem broken.I slipped on the clothes and brushed my hair putting it into a messy bun.I checked my phone to see if that creeper text me back and i had nothing.

I slipped on some fuzzy socks and uggs.I grabbed my light blue cardigan and walked out my room.I went downstairs to see Marie crying.I walked to her and comforted her in a gentle hug."What happen are you okay".She looked taken back cause i never talk to her i usually go in my room eat then start the day over again."Yea its just i kicked Chris out my house and I'm sorry".I looked at her confused.

"Why are you sorry".She looked at me and took a deep breathe."I don't want you no more i cant manage to keep you and work for food".She was still confusing me."Alex i got fired so i cant keep you i wont have enough to feed you and me".I started to angry i pulled away from her grasp and screamed."How can you do this to me,You don't care for me no one does i get hurt everyday and by everyone and it hurts so now your saying you don't want me that's bull shit.".

I don't know who i was anymore but i like it.I was fierce and not afraid of anything.She looked puzzled i would too if i was her i guess i looked pretty scary.What came out her mouth was unexpected."Get the fuck out my house by tomorrow".I stormed out side not caring if i bumped into those five asses.

I walked to the park and sat on the swings.How can a 16 year old manage to take care of herself."Hey slut"I knew that voice it was Louis.I got scared thinking he was gonna rape me but instead her slapped me.I showed no emotion and didn't do anything back.I couldn't speak or move.They all kept hurting me.Louis kicked me hard in the ribs where the bruise was.Harry punched me in my jaw.Liam slapped me and Zayn pulled my hair.

They were all laughing and then quiet down.I looked up at harry and saw he had a knife.He came down and whispered into my ear"Your a worthless piece of shit you don't deserve to live".He took my arm and sliced it all the way down to elbow.I showed no emotion again but it hurt really bad.He then went to my stomach.He cut my shirt and threw it.I was now in only my bra and his face was like he had seen a ghost.

"Holy shit"He mumbled to himself.They were probably disgusted with my fat body.Harry's shocked face turned to a smirk.Louis gave him a bat and he bashed it into my stomach.My eyes shut and i let the darkness take over me.

I couldn't see anything it was all dark i couldn't move my eyelids.I tried to open my eyes but they stayed shut.I guess this is my time to die.I heard something that sounded like crying.I heard screaming.I was beginning to hear now.My hearing was going on and off.

On-Were loosing her come one

off.......

On-Niall calm down

off.......

On-Come on Alex please were sorry

off..........

On-I love you Alex

off.....

I was trying all my might to open my eyes.Why was Niall and the boys here.They aren't really sorry i thought.Who said they loved me.It sounded like Niall.I wasn't too sure so i just wondered around in this darkness looking for a place.I stopped and saw a bright light.I gulped and thought this must be my time.I closed my eyes and began to walk.

Oh did i do a Cliffy....sorry but i will update again maybe later or tomorrow i have a little vacation so imma use it to write.Thanks for voting and commenting i really appreciate it.I hope you like this chapter and let me know how it was and be honest :)

What d you guys think?

Will Alexzandria die?Will she live?

Are the boys really sorry?Will Niall and Alex go out?

Who knows well next chappy soon bye <3

-LilBoPeepStyles