Loving You (Harry Styles)

Chapter 9

Harry's POV

"Louis that's to tight! Your hurting her."

"She's fine." He spat bitterly.

He looked over at Sarah, she was starting to cry. He couldn't help but shed a tear himself, she looked so pitiful and helpless.

"Untie me!"

She glared at all of us. Niall and Zayn had joined after they heard all the noise, and the girls were out shopping.

"Shut up! Look Harry still loves you. Yeah at first it was just a game, but then he actually fell for you."

She dropped her head down and stared at the ground.

"Did you notice the cast on his arm? That's because he was so upset when he read that letter, he punched the wall, and broke his wrist! Are you happy now?"

"Louis you don't have to yell." Harry said quietly. Honestly Louis's anger was a little scary.

"Yes Harry I do, because that's the only way I'm going to get my point across!" He turned back to Sarah.

"I want to hear it from him." She didn't say his name, but Louis knew she meant Harry.

Harry's throat went dry, and he found it hard to speak.

"It's true. It was to give the fans hope at first, but then I got to know you and I actually liked you. I still love you Sarah, and nothing will ever change that."

She was now crying harder.

He looked at her wrists and realized why. He walked forward and untied her. Her wrist were bleeding where the rope had cut into the skin.

"You don't believe me do you?"

She shook her head, and Harry sighed. He looked at the other boys standing at the door.

"Can we get some privacy please?"

Without saying a word, they turned and walked out. He glanced at Sarah, who had gone to the bathroom to wash the blood off her wrists. He came up behind her and she flinched even though he didn't touch her. She loked at him in the mirror.

He felt a pang of guilt when he saw how sad she looked. It was like seeing a puppy who couldn't find it's mother. She looked...broken.

Now she wasn't the only one crying.

"If I didn't love you for real I wouldn't have pulled you into my lap that day when your dad left. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't have taken you into that room after the concert. If I didn't love you I wouldn't be standing here now."

She just stared at him in the mirror, neither of them daring to move.

"Sarah, I love you so much, your my everything. Can you please forgive me?" He whispered.

A tear ran down her face and she turned around and buried her face in his chest, while squeezing him tight with her arms.

He would take that as a yes.

He was so relieved. He hugged her back, and kissed the top of her head, while moving his hand in circles on her back.

They both stood there like that for a while, both crying, but relieved at the same time. It was Harry who pulled away.

"What do you say we go get some sleep?" Neither had slept in days.

"I'd like that." She smiled for the first time in three days.

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Sarah awoke to the feeling of arms wrapped around her. She smiled when she realized they were Harry's. The room was still dark, which meant it wasn't morning yet.

She glanced over her shoulder at him. He was cute when he was sleeping. His eyelids fluttered, and he opened his eyes.

He didn't say anything, he just pulled her closer and closed his eyes again.

"Harry? I'm sorry."

He opened his eyes in disbelief.

"For what?"

"These last few days."

He leaned over and kissed her cheek.

"I don't blame you, I would have been mad too if I was you."

He closed his eyes again and pulled her closer to him.

They both fell asleep again.

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When she woke up again Harry was gone. she checked her phone and saw that Harry had sent her a text.

"Hey babe, I didn't want to wake you, but I have to go to a signing. I'll be back soon. Ps. Don't make any plans for tommorow;) It's going to be a special day."

She disn't know what he meant by that, but she shrugged it off, and got out of bed.

She put on a t-shirt and some sweatpants, then went to the bathroom. She pulled her hair into a messy bun at the top of her head and brushed her teeth, before walking downstairs.

As soon as Danielle saw her she jumped up ran to her, pulling her into a hug.

She gave Danielle a confused look.

"I'm so happy ou and Harry are back together."

"Yeah you to are so cute together!" Demi laughed.

She didn't feel like talking about it so she changed the subject.

"So what are yall watching?" She walked over and sat in the recliner.

"We've just been flipping through the channels." Danielle clicked the channel button again.

"So we were thinking about going shopping in a little while, do you wanna come?"

"Sure." She smiled at Eleanor.

She went upstairs to take a shower and get ready.

When they got home the boys were back. She took her bags upatairs and joined the others at the kitchen table.

"So Sarah are you excited about tommorow?" Louis wiggled his eyebrows as he spoke.

Apparently everyone knew but her.

"What's tommorow?" She gave them a confused look.

"You honestly don't know?" Harry stared at her.

"Not a clue." Harry and Louis started laughing.

What was she missing?

"Tommorows your birthday."

She Put her face in her hands and groaned.

"I'm such an idiot."

They were all laughing now.

How could she have forgotten about her birthday?