Free Falling

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

Waking up the next morning, I am still wrapped up in Kozik's arms. I have my back to him and I feel him place soft kisses to my neck and I can't help but smile. I turn in his arms and knowing that we are both off work today, we don't have to get out of bed. Laying facing him, he kisses me softly and I deepen the kiss. "Morning baby." he says. "Morning." I say, snuggling into his chest more. "I could get used to this." he says. "Me too." I say. Neither of us say anything for a few. We just enjoy the silence and being together. "What do you want to do today?" he asked. "I don't want to get out of bed." I say. "Then we won't." he says and kisses me again. We spend most of the morning kissing and just enjoying being with each other.

We finally moved to the living room and ordered takeout. We turned on Netflix and started binge watching a new show and talking. We both get quiet and I start thinking. I don't know what it's like to be with someone who's not beating me and raping me. I need to get past this and I think I know how. Kissing Koz feels good. It feels right. He's amazing and I can't stop thinking about how I woke up this morning. No one has ever been this affectionate with me. Deciding to dive in, feet first, I make the first move. I get up and straddle his lap and start kissing him softly. He deepens the kiss and he cups my face with both hands. I run my hands up under his shirt and start pulling it over his head and then I take mine off. "Baby, we don't have to do this." he says. I kiss him again and he pulls back. "Baby." he says. I put my forehead to his and try to get my breathing under control. "We don't have to do this." he says. "I want to." I whisper. He tilts my head to look at him and says "You know I'll wait until you are ready." I kiss him softly and say "I don't know what it feels like to be with someone that wants me. Please, Koz. Be with me." I say. He kisses me softly and picks me up and carries me to the bedroom.

Walking into the bedroom, he lays me down on the bed and hovers over me. "If you feel you need to stop, you tell me and we'll stop." he says. "Okay." He kisses me softly and kisses his way down my neck and across my collarbone. Nipping and sucking along the way. I arch my back and he slides his hand behind me and unclips my bra, removing it slowly. Concentrating on one nipple at a time before kissing his way down my stomach. Sliding my shorts and panties off, he kisses the inside of my thigh before kissing the inside of the other thigh before kissing his way to my center. Softly kissing my core, he start running his tongue up and down my folds before concentrating on the sensitive bundle of nerves. I feel myself coming undone as he slides two fingers inside me and starts thrusting in and out at a slow pace. Once I reach my release, he stands and sheds himself of his pants and boxers before placing himself in between my legs. Kissing me softly, I taste myself on his lips as he slides his hardening member up and down my folds causing me to moan softly at the sensation. "Are you sure baby?" he whispers. I nod my head "Please Koz. I need you." I say. He enters me slowly and gives me a minute to adjust to his size. Once he sees I am okay, he starts to thrust slowly in and out at a slow and steady pace. "You feel so good baby. So sexy. So beautiful." he whispers. "Koz, that feels so good. Don't stop. Please." I almost beg. He kisses me deeply as he continues to bring me closer and closer to climax. Once we both reach our releases, he lays beside me and pulls me to him. After a few minutes of both of us being silent, he asks "Are you okay baby?" I lean up a little so that I can look at him. "I have honestly never been better. I never thought that it could be that...enjoyable." I say. "Enjoyable huh?" he asked. "Yeah." I say and he turns me over and starts kissing my neck and tickling me. For the first time in a long time, I am happy.

After another round, we finally get out of bed and head to the living room. "You wanna go get something to eat?" he asked. "Yeah. Hannah's?" I asked. "Get dressed and we will go." he says. I go the the bedroom and get dressed and we head out the door. Getting on his bike, I get on behind him and scoot as close as I can get. Putting my arms around him, I place my hand under his shirt and run my nails across his abs and I feel his hand squeeze my thigh. "You keep doing that and we won't make it to the diner." he says. I kiss his shoulder and we head to Hannah's.

Walking into the diner, we sit at a booth and he sits across from me. We place our orders and talk a little more. "I need to drop by the clubhouse so that I can change clothes after we get done here." he says. "Why don't you get clothes for a few days and just stay with me?" I ask, looking down at my plate. "Are you sure?" he asked. I look at him and say "Yeah. I'm sure. I liked waking up with you this morning and I slept really well. Plus, you're a pretty good cuddler." He smirks at me and says "If that's what you want baby." The waitress brings out food and she clearly is flirting with him and he is ignoring her. After she walks away I tell him "You know she was flirting with you right?" He smiles and says "Doesn't matter. I don't want her." He reaches across and takes my hand and I can't help but smile.

After we get done eating, the waitress brings our check and her phone number is on the back. "You got a pen?" he asked. I take a pen out of my purse and he writes down Thanks but no one is better than my girl. I look at it and can't help but smile. He leaves the money on the table along with the check and we head out the door.

Pulling up to TM we get off his bike. "I am going to say hi to Gemma while you are in there." I say. "Okay baby." he kisses me softly before we part ways. I walk over to the picnic tables where Gemma was sitting and sat down beside her. "Well, looks like things are going good with you and blondie." she says. "Yeah. You could say that." I say. "How's it really going? How are you doing?" she asked. "Better. I went into the house and didn't freak out so that's something." I tell her. I see Koz come out and he's talking to Tig and Happy. He looks over at me and smiles. "How are things with you and him?" she asked. I smile and start to blush. "Are you blushing? Did you?" she asked. "Yeah. A couple of times." I tell her. "Holy shit baby girl. Congrats." she tells me as she pulls me into a hug. When she pulls back she asked "How was it?" she asked. "Oh my God, Gem, it was amazing. I never knew it could be so...Oh my God. I think I prayed to any God that would listen." I said. She laughs softly and says "Sweetheart, it only gets better." I look at her shocked and Koz walks over, "You okay baby?" he asked looking at me confused. "Uh, yeah. You ready to go home?" I asked. "Home?" he asked. "Come on surfer boy." I say and grab his kutte and start pulling him towards his bike.

Walking into the house, he asks "What did Gemma say to you before I walked over?" he asked. Walking to the kitchen and leaning against the counter, I say, "I told her about us having sex. She asked how it was." I say. "What did you say?" I blush and said "I told her it was amazing." I say. "Amazing huh? Why did you look so shocked?" he asked. "Because she told me that it gets better. How could it get better?" I asked still shocked. He walks over to me and wraps his arms around my waist and says "Let me show you." He kisses me deeply before picking me up and sitting me on the counter. Sliding his kutte and shirt off, he brings his lips back to mine and kisses down my neck and we spent the rest of the night 'getting better' all over the house before finally crashing in the bed and falling into a blissful sleep with him on his side and me snuggled into his chest and his arms around me.