💜ÇHÀPTÊR 15💜

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ni WHITEHURTZ01

ni WHITEHURTZ01

                                    
                                              *Zia's pov*


                          "You're not in a good state zia,
anong nangyari?"
                          galit na galit na tanong ni Devin matapos niya akung maabutan sa bahay..

                          "naisip ko lang, wala namang mababago kung gagaling ako."
                          I answered and I smiled painfully. 
                          "what the hell is wrong with you? May ginawa na naman ba ang gagong yon sayo?"
                          galit niya ulit na tanong at umiling iling ako. 
                          "wala gusto niya lang talagang makawala kahit noon pa."
                          I said with the weak voice.
                          "kaya ngayon susuko ka?
You're stupid you're dumb,
I hate you for being pathetic."
                          masasakit na salitang sinabi niya na nag patulo sa luha ko pero di ko siya masumbatan kase tutuo yun at Wala siyang ibang ginawa kundi tulungan at damayan ako. 
                          "Just let me die Devin, 
marami kanang nagawa saakin,
this is too much." 
                          Sabi ko at lumuhod siya sa harap ko at hinawakan ang mga kamay ko. 
                          "I want to let you go but I know if I did I won't be able to live without you."
                          sagot niya na nag pa lito saakin. 
                          "what you saying of course you can."
                          natatawang sabi ko habang nagpupunas ng luha. 
                          "I love you zia, 
simula pa noong bata pa tayu hanggang ngayon,
can't you feel it? 
My hearts always belongs to you, 
at ang pagiging martyr mo sa lalaking yon, damn!!
It kills me,
I don't want to let you go I don't want to see you with him, zia nandito ako handa kang mahalin higit pa sa kaya niya, please love me back.."



                          he confess and I almost melt in this situation masyado akung naging manhid pero hindi ko pinag sisisihan na minahal ko si Phoenix I got this feeling na parang may mali, 
at kailangan ko siyang kausapin sa personal.
                          "You know how much I love you? 
Devin you're always be a part of me, 
as my best friend."
                          sagot ko na nag payuko sa kaniya.
Nag karoon ng katahimikan bago siya tumayo ng nakangiti. 
                          "You really love that bastard don't you?"
                          Sabi niya at tumango ako. 
                          "OK what about let's make a deal?
If you die you're belongs to me at gagawin kung mesirable ang buhay ng lalaking yon na hindi mo magugustuhan." 
                          He said smirking. 
                          "you can't do that."
                          mahinahon kung sabi. 
                          "I can, 
but if you live I will let you do all the things you want that includes staying at his side."
                          dagdag pa niya.. 
                          "what if I die? You can't do that."
                          sabi ko. 
                          "then force your self to fight, 
not for me,
not for your self but for the ones you love."
                          sabi niya at tinalikuran ako.
                          Do I need to live kung alam kung hindi rin naman niya ako mahal? 
Do I need to fight for our love kahit na siya hindi ako pinag laban?
                          Nabuhay baako sa mundo para mag mahal at masaktan at hindi para mahalin?
                          If I have a choice..


                          








                          Whitehurtz01
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