I find myself lost
Where I should be found.
Told to love myself but
I don't know who I am.
Learned to keep quiet
When I should speak up.
My feelings don't matter
I tell myself as I close my eyes
To end the day,
And entering another.
What will happen who knows?
Another text, another phrase
Another day of fear.
The words fell off the screen
And into my mind where I
Questioned the importance of it.
I pushed it off and away,
Blocked from my mind.
It gnawed at my brain,
What do I do?
I'm afraid.
I'm lost.
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grape soda
PoetryUPDATE: i haven't written a poem in this one in over a year, it's crazy to see how much my life has changed for the better. please read my most recent poems (it's called My journey in Poems) bc that has more poems from happier times(only if you wann...
