That's how your mind felt when Jimin dragged you down one of the hallways.
Mind unable to comprehend your surroundings. You didn't know what was happening, not until the both of you stopped and your mind began to slowly work again.
'Wait- Why did I- when- How-?!'
"What were you thinking?!" Jimin let go of your hand and shouted, keeping his voice low enough that nobody would hear. "I could have hurt you! You can't just carelessly jump right in the middle of a fight!"
"I- I'm.. sorry... " You said, averting your eyes to your shoes. "I... don't know what got over me..."
You heard him let out a sigh as he bent down just enough to look straight into your eyes.
"It's fine... just- don't do it again, ok?"
The sudden changes in his personality were starting to confuse you. One second he could be flirty or nice but the next he suddenly becomes angry and starts shouting. And this is only after knowing him for a few hours.
You slightly nodded, not looking at him.
Jimin stayed quiet. Eyes observing your behavior. You didn't have to look at him to know that he was staring right at you, waiting for you to say something.
And you did.
But it wasn't really what Jimin hoped you would say.
"I-... have to go.." You said quietly, moving away from him and quickly walking to your next lesson.
......
You didn't see the pained look in Jimin's eyes as he looked at you walking away from him in a hurry.
"Maybe... he was right..."
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Lunch.
You dreaded this time of day when you were in school.
But not because of the food which had no taste (although it certainly adds to the list). No, it was the loud noises of people talking and chewing loudly that annoyed you. Let's not forget the newest reason which was added recently and has been annoying you more and more each day.
Jungkook and Taehyung.
"Come on Y/n~... come with us~..."
"No is no Tae. Sorry, but I'm not hungry." You said, shutting your locker with a loud bang.
They have been begging you every day to come to eat with them for some reason. And the 'you can say no if you don't really want too, we won't pressure you' went out the window after three days.
"Oh stop lying," Jungkook said, taking your backpack from your hands before you could put one of its straps on your shoulders. You sent a quick glare his way, but he just waved you off and started walking towards the canteen.
"I'm not lying."
"Yes, you are." He turned around for a second, his eyebrows smugly lifted in a knowing way. "I can tell when people are lying. It's like a special talent."
You rolled your eyes but still followed him to the canteen with Taehyung by your side.
Tho you still couldn't understand what happened a few hours ago. At least Jungkook was somewhat back to normal, not counting the few side-eyes he gave you.
You tried to ignore the sick feeling in your stomach but it crawled deeper and deeper until you couldn't take it anymore.
"I'm really not hungry. I swear. Can I just have my bag and go?" You say, your voice wavering.
'Don't fucking cry again. It's not worth it.'
"Nope, you're eating with us," Jungkook said smiling.
You walk behind him silently wondering why they were being nice to you. You didn't deserve it and you were perfectly fine being alone. Some people just don't deserve love and you knew you were one of them.
"Here we are, the dreaded lunch room." Said Taehyung as he showed off the room with his hand smiling playfully.
It was louder than you remembered, people laughing and yelling at each other. You saw a lot of people staring at you and whispering to each other, although you weren't able to understand that they were talking about you. You decided not to waste your energy and ignore them.
"So what do you want for lunch? It'll be my treat." I looked at him. He wasn't kidding.
"No... really no I'm not poor (obviously a lie) I'll pay for it myself it's no- " you're interrupted by Jungkook silencing you with a finger.
"We will pay but only for today, don't worry about it, it's like a little welcome to the friend group."
You look at him not able to say a word and sigh, giving in to the lunch. What was happening? In the span of a few days, you were crying to strangers, stopping fights, unemployed, and eating lunch in the cafeteria.
At this rate, you wouldn't be surprised if you just broke down out of nowhere. It was beginning to be too much.
It's been a while... hasn't it..? Sorry for not updating.... writers block is a biiish My friend had to help me write almost half of this because nothing came to mind... Also I've been stressed out about school a lot lately.. I'll stop making excuses now 'XD A/n:Thanks for reading! 💜
