[ BTS FF ] MY BROTHERS HATE ME.

CHAPTER 5.

LISA POV's

After my class dumeretso agad ako dito sa puntod nila eomma and appa, today is the day of their death anniversary at ayun ang hindi naalala nila namjoon oppa....

" hi eomma, hi appa! You miss me? You miss us? Im so sorry for what ive done, hindi sana tayo maaksidente kundi dahil sa akin, bat ganun? Bakit pa kailangan humantong sa ganun? Masaya naman tayo nung una, we are happy family, im the princess, im the only girl in the family and they love me so much when i was little girl back then.... eomma, appa? Im a bad person? Im a killer? Im a bitch? Im a slut? Why?!......" im crying right now while im asking them infront of their grave..

~ FLASHBACK ~

" yuhoo! Where's our little baby?" Jimin oppa said while im hiding in behind of our sofa.

" jimin hyung i think i see it her..." jungkook oppa said because of my feet he see me.

" i think i found her....tadah! " taehyung said and come over to me and they tickle to me.

" yah! Oppa...haha im.. im tired" i said to them..

" yah! Sweety come here i have some chocolates and candies for you.." jin oppa call me while i playing with my other oppa.

Im so happy back then because they love me so much... until the day will come...

" boys! Were going to somewhere with your little sister." Mom said to them.

" but why shes only one? How about us?" Yoongi oppa said..

" because were going to the birthday party for the kids not only for all of you." Mom said again...

" okay eomma, take care okay? Lil sis take care okay? Come early okay?" Hoseok oppa said..

" jin~ssi, you take care of them while were we gone okay?" Appa said.

" arraso appa.. bye take care.." jin oppa  said...

And they left with me.... after that party we decided to go home and i have balloon in my hands in the car i was playing my balloon and not my intention the balloon fly going to the driver seat and dad cant see the road and they will panic i didnt know what to do because im a very young age that time... the car was in danger my dad cant drive because of the balloon and that time we got a accident and i dont know what will happen because im pass out..

I just woke up in the hospital and i see my brothers crying infront of me and said....." i hate you! You are killer, you kill our eomma and appa! I hate you! We hate you! You'll gonna die not them!" Jin oppa said while his crying..

" why you do that?! Why?! We love you but now i hate you!" Jungkook oppa said while harrasing me.

" stop jungkook~ah, eomma and appa will never comeback, for now you suffer of what you did!" Yoongi oppa said to me and they left us.

After that happen they hated me so much, they treated me like they little sister before.... i know im the one who blame because of me my parents die....

~ End of flashback ~

" mianhe appa, mianhe eomma... mianhe oppa's...." i said and after i left.. its getting late now for sure my brothers angry at me now....

While im walking going back home.... " hey little girl what are you doing here? Are you alone?" A guy said to me...

" ani..." i said im walking faster but he chase me and bago pa man ako makalayo nahawakan na niya agad ako.

" come on little girl! Dont be shy..." sabi niya sa akin at hinawak hawakan niya ako.

" no..! Please dont do that! Pakawalan mo ko!" Sabi ko sa kanya.

" you so naughty huh!" And he punch me in my stomach para manghina ako at napahiga ako sa sakit.." gusto mo pa yung sinasaktan ka.

Pumapalag ako pero hindi ko kaya dahil sobrang lakas niya, patuloy siya sa kanyang ginagawa at patuloy rin ako nagmamakaawa sa kanya, im weak! Im tired! Im pain! " please im begging you! " i said to him.

" not now my princess!" He said and he riped my dress and he harrasing me! " come on! Kung ayaw mong masaktan..

" dont do that! Im begging you! Please!" I said pero hinang hina na ako.. Some one whos gonna help me and out of this fucking guy!

" wag kang malikot! Kahit anong sigaw at hingi ng tulong mo walang tutulong sayo!" Sabi niya sa akin.

He kiss me roughly until my lips had blood down to my neck... down to my all over of my body... i cried dahil wala akong magawa kundi ang pumalag pero wala din and he raped me! That guy rape me! Binaboy niya ako! After that happen..." goodjob baby girl!" And the he left me.

I hate my self.... wala akong nagawa hindi ko man lang nagawang man laban sa kanya... binaboy niya ako... at hindi ko alam kung paano ako uuwi ng ganito.. hindi ko alam na baka pagkadating ko sa bahay suntok at sipa ang abutin ko...