I dont know where to begin with or how to start as im about to tell you about a story and not just any story its a story about me so lets begin.
I am a shy introvert and antisocial kind of person and the purpose of this story is to reveal that why am I like this i hope my parents find this some day and realise..
My mom is a very short tempered woman when i was a kid she used to beat me up a lot for whatever mistakes i committed for example not going to bed on time, not taking good grades in school, misplacing an item from one place to another. There were times where i really deserved a beating but not all the time. Later on I was obsessed with video games and i used to play playstation 2 all the time. My mom did not liked that she threatened me to break the video game but i did not cared about that i thought she was joking but no she was serious. So one day i was enjoying my game and she entered my room and smashed my video game broke it into pieces i was really sad moment for me. Fast forward today my younger brother who is i guess 9 years old has a love for video games and he literally sits infront of the pc all the time playing video games playing his heart out. But my mom does not even care. She treated me so miserably when i was a kid..well i had some good moments too i will talk about them on my next story..My parents think im useless good for nothing a burden on them but they dont realize that its their fault.. i can't talk to my mom because she doesnt wanna listen what you want to say she wanna listen what she likes to hear there is no freedom of speech..when i was a kid i had to eat what my mom cooked for us and today she prepares a seperate meal for my 9 years old brother because he doesnt like vegetables..and when i refuse to eat what i dont like she starts a war of words.. I cannot even have a haircut of my choice.. my mom has to realise that it does not matter what people think about you the way you dress the way you cut your hair does not defy your personality if you feel comfortable with yourself then do whatever you want. People will always judge no matter what you so if u live your life always trying to justify yourself then u never had a real life and stop breathing
