Chapter 15:
Niall’s POV: It’s been about an hour since she has fallen asleep and she is starting to wake up, thank god. “Morning sleepyhead. How’d you sleep?” Seeing those beautiful eyes again fills my heart with joy. “Good. Did you go to bed too?” She grabs my hand and pulls herself closer. “No, I was too worried to fall asleep or eat. I have slept in forever.” She shakes her head in disappointment. She knows I don’t want to leave her; I can’t lose the most important person in my life. “You need to fall asleep love, you need you rest.” Giving me the puppy dog eyes I still deny the offer of falling asleep. I don’t want to leave her and since she is awake I don’t want her to feel alone. “No, I’m staying awake and that’s final.” I tell her I’ll be right back because I want to go get some nasty hospital food for the both of us. “I can’t wait to get out of this place. It terrifies me and they have horrible food. I’m starving.” She forces the nasty food down her throat as I do with mine. This food is grouse, worst food I’ve ever had in my entire life. “You’re telling me I’ve been eating this food ever since we’ve gotten here.” She signs putting her food down and lye’s back down.
Taylor’s POV: This is all my fault. I’m making Niall suffer through the nasty food and him not resting at all. I wish I wasn’t stupid enough to hurt myself this bad. “I’m really sorry for doing this, putting you in this spot, worrying about me, seeing me die on the bed.” He interrupts me while I speak about me being here. I can take it as if he doesn’t want to talk about it. “Let’s just forget about it and move on. I’m just happy you’re here. I don’t know what I would do without you.” I see a tear fall from his face and I sit up to comfort him. “Hey, It’s ok I’m here that’s all that matters. I’m here and I’m never going to leave your side. I’ll always be with you If were friends, boyfriend & girlfriend, or husband & wife. I’ll always be there for you.” I give him a long and nice hug and give him a quick peck on the lips before the doctor came in to check on me. “Hey doctor.” “Hey Taylor how you feeling?” “Pretty good a little dizzy but other than that I’m fine.” “That’s good, Can we have some alone time please?” Niall walks out the door but while the doctor is talking I keep staring at Niall looking at the worried expression he has on his face. “Taylor, you need to understand that if you do this again you will have no chance of survival.” I look down at my wrist seeing the bandage all full of blood. “I’ll have the nurse come in and give you a new bandage.” Once the doctor walks out Niall comes back in and asks what he had to tell me “Just that I had to go to classes and therapy” It hurts that I had to lie to him but if he knew about this who knows how worried he would be. Every move I’d make probably make him flinch. I just hope things get better and he calms down a bit. This is dramatic for everyone, knowing if I do it one more time would just be too much. He already has enough on his plate why put more on there when you can take the rest off and leave it clean.
Sorry I havent posted in a while, i've been sick. 16 will be posted tomorrow(: hope you like it!!
