Chapter 19:
Taylor’s POV: Niall just left and we had a pretty good time. I just hate that I have to lie to him. I don’t want to lie to him but I think it’s for everyone’s good. I clean up my room and put the movie away and watch some TV. I fell asleep watching jersey shore and had this horrible dream…. * It was a dark and cold night but I didn’t mind. As long as I had Niall everything was perfect. We walk in a field and climb a tree to look up at the beautiful stars that are out. Stars are scattered everywhere, the moon is full and you spot a shooting star. “Make a wish baby.” Niall whispers into your ear as you close your eyes and make your wish. “What you wish for baby?” He turns over and looks into your eyes intensely. “I can’t tell you it’s bad luck.” He sighs and lies back down. “What’s wrong babe?” I sit up and balance myself so I don’t fall off of the branch. “You never tell me anything anymore. I feel like we aren’t even dating because I feel like you are keeping everything from me. Aren’t relationships supposed to be lie-free.” I sit there frozen just trying to register what he is telling me. “You want me to tell you the truth about everything? I’ll tell you, I’m in love with you, I get bullied every day, I’m still depressed, If I cut myself one more time I will die, what I just wished for a minute ago I wish everything was perfect but you can’t always get what you want.” He sits there with no movement, no expression, not blinking, I think he is breathing. “Niall?” He jumps down from the tree branch and I see he hurt his ankle when he did because he got up in pain and swore. “Niall where the hell are you going?” I climb down so I don’t hurt my ankle unlike Mr. Smarty Pants. “Niall! Answer me!” He still walks away and ignores me, I try to ketch up with him but he’s too far away. He trips and falls on his ankle again and I run towards him. He sits there and starts to cry and I have an idea on why. “Come on let’s get you to the car.” I help him up and hold him while he tries to walk as best as he can so he doesn’t put a lot of pressure on his ankle. Hearing him trying to hold back his tears breaks my heart. I hate seeing him like this, I’ve never seen him like this before and it’s my fault. Why doesn’t he just leave me here and live a better life without me.*
Sorry this chapter was short and sorry I havent posted in forever but i will update again tonight i promise! I'm ganna end my story soon and start another one for all you one direction lovers <3 Hope you enjoy(:
