Chapter 16:
Niall’s POV: I’m glad Taylor is going to therapy she needs it but it’s an hour long and I’m going to be bored for an hour. Before she leaves I send her a quick text, “Have fun at therapy! I want to know how it goes when you’re done so shoot me a text right when you get out ok.” “Ok Niall will do, Love you.” “Love you too.” What am I going to do for an hour; I’ll play Xbox I haven’t played in a while.
Taylor’s POV: It hurts so much that I’m lying to Niall. What If he finds out eventually and then I’m screwed! I have an hour to come up with what I did during therapy so this should be an interesting experience. It’s been about an hour and I text Niall because I’m beyond bored right now. “Hey Nialler.” “Hey Taylor, how did it go? What did you guys talk about?” “Just getting to know each other and when I have the urge to cut myself.” That sounds good to me, I would fall for that. “That’s good.” When is your next lesson?” “Next week same day same time.” “Can I come next week I want to help you and let you know I’m here for you and want to stay updated on everything and talk to the therapist.” Oh shit what am I going to do?! I should have seen this coming! Come on Taylor think. “The therapist doesn’t want company because it’s kind of a closed session. They take this shit quite seriously as you can probably tell.” I wish I could just tell him the truth.. This is killing me. One day either someone will tell him or I’ll just spill it out. What if he gets mad at me because I’ve lied to him for a long period of time. What am I going to do.
Niall’s POV: I wish I could go to therapy with her to help support her. Stupid therapists have to be so serious about their job and not allow loved ones to go in the session with them. I’m going to have a talk with them next week. I’m going to take Taylor to her session and tell them that I want to be there with her so she doesn’t have to go through this alone. I know I’ll surprise her with this and I’ll come to her house next week and have her take this offer without denial. Next week is going to be fun; I hope she likes my surprise. I know it’s little but at least she’ll know I’m going to help her through this so she doesn’t have to be alone. I just don’t want to seem too clingy and over protective about this whole thing. What if she gets annoyed with me and breaks up with me because I was too protective and clingy about the incident. I just can’t cost losing her, she is everything to me. She stole my heart, and I know, I know she is the one for me.
Sorry it took so long to post today, I've been busy all day and needed a nap, still feeling under the weather. hopefully one I get home tomorrow I'll post a chapter and then later at night I might post chapter 18. Hope you enjoy it! Spread my story around(: 114 reads(:
