"Fuck, why do you make this so hard" Nicki yelled passing the room
"Because i need u nicki why dont you love me" Beyonce cried
"Because i dont can u just comprehend that and leave me alone" Nicki screamed pushing Beyonce
"You know what fuck you nick...
I was alittle scared for the kids cause since beyonce had gottin farther into the pregnancy her hormones are... Kinda on hold. Ever since they said its a 80 percent chance she could die she doesn't talk anymore. I have no idea what to do its like she's living but she isn't alive, and that right there hurts my heart.
Its like she can hear me but she never listens to me. As much as I try to help her she just stares right infront of her at all times. Today she is 5 months and its way bigger than before today is her ultrasound and our time to find out the gender. We haven't told any of our family about 'us' nce we moved we just lost contact. So we are gonna invite them all to the house to catch them up about us. I've talked it over with her and even though something about the situation was bothering her she said yes to the idea.
As I layed in bed with Beyonce right by me she said held her stomach and looked at the ceiling. "Kehlani what if I die" she blurted out it was suprising because thats the first thing she said in 3 months. I looked over at her but she didn't break her vision from the ceiling. "Baby don't say that" I said while laying my hand on her stomach. "But keh I could die" she tried to say as her voice cracked. I leaned over at her and kissed her neck before laying my head on her shoulder.
"I have trust that god will keep us together. If you do leave this earth you can't be scared you need to be ready to be takin. If we get split us atleast I have parts of you that I won't ever forget. I love you bey and I want you to spend the rest of your life with me. Im scared to lose you, I don't want you with anyone if it isn't me. I love you and your my queen your what completes me and your my other half." I said and by this time we were both sitting up looking deep into eathothers eyes. I was searching her eyes for reassurance and she had love all through her eyes. I reached on my side of the bed and grabbed my teddy bear that I made for her.
"Here" I said handing her the box and she opened it to see the teddy bear I had made.
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"I want you to play it" I said but she quickly got up and grabbed something from our walk in closet "here" she said handing me a pretty box wrapped in black and gold paper. I then unwrapped it and seen that it was a teddy bear. "Play it" she said and I followed her instructions listening to what was audible.
"Keh baby I love you for eternity and your my whole life. I want to spend the reat of my life with you and im glad we could have this beautiful family we do now. I know one day you will by my wife and one day we will have babies and the thought of that makes me so happy. I know our bond will last forever and your my life" After I finished listening I was a blushing idiot. She then quickly pecked my lips. She then grabbed the bear I made for her played it.
"Beyonce I love you... I want you to know that whatever happens ill always be right there with you. I hope one day you will be having my baby or babies. I know you love our big family and I wouldn't trade our bond for anything. I feel as if you are the missing peice ive always needed. Your the most patient and beautiful creature I've ever met. Your literally everything I need you and our babies. I've grown a way stronger bond to you and when we aren't together I feel as if im drowning. I want to spend eternity and after life in your arms. You have my heart and to be honest I dont want it back. I don't like to be all sappy cause I gots to keep my image but I love you baby thuggin. Now that all that was said I have a question baby momma. Beyoncé Giselle Knowles will you do my the honor of becoming Beyoncé Giselle Knowles-Parrish so in other words will you marry me?"
