DESIRE | Kang Yeosang

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i heard a knock on my door. i stood up and put my bowl down. i walked over to the door and opened it. "hi." i stood silent seeing who was in front of me. "what are you doing here?" i asked my ex, song mingi. the guy that i told san about, to not deal with him cause he is scary.

"i wanted to see how you've been. seems like you have been sleeping better, since your dark circles are almost gone." he said with a smile. "yeah, cause you arent in my life." i answered coldly. i saw someone walking past. "listen rina." he started off. the person walking looked over at us and i saw them walking over to us. "what?" i asked. "i never stopped loving you. i made a mistake because i was under the influence—" i interrupt him. "it happened a long time ago, im over it. im over you. these excuses arent gonna make me go back to you. nothing will, cause im done with you. and i have a boyfriend." i said. mingi eyes went wide open. "who is he?" he said, anger rising in his voice. "im not gonna tell you. youre just gonna beat him up. and if you do, i will hate you forever." i said emphasizing 'hate'.

"whats going on here?" the recognizable deep voice said. my lips slowly turned into a smile. "none of your business." mingi said turning around. "it is, if its about my girlfriend." yeosang said walking passed mingi and came next to me. "youre with this one. and i thought you were a loner. she is mine." mingi said death glaring the poor boy. "mingi shut the fuck up. im not yours, im not a property. please leave before i call the cops." and with that mingi left.

i closed the door after making sure he wont comeback. "yeah just get comfortable." i sarcastically said at yeosang who took his shoes off and jumped on my couch. "already have." he said. i grabbed my bowl and sat next to him. he turned on the tv. "this isnt your house to be doing all that." i said watching the television change channels. he stayed quiet. i then thought back to the conversation before and started laughing. "whats funny?" he asked. "nothing..." i slowly said. i looked at him and his cheeks were red. "why are you blushing?" i asked him. "im not. its just cold." he defended himself. "yeah right. shouldnt you be heading home?" i asked him. "i guess." he said turning the tv off. "wait youre leaving?" i asked him. "yeah, isnt that what you want?" he asked. "stay, its dangerous for you to go out right after what happened with mingi." i said looking at him. "where am i gonna sleep?" he asked. "on the couch." i said. "imma sleep in your room." he said walking into the hall, where the bathroom and my room is. i heard the bed squeak. "scoot over because im sleeping there too!" i yelled.

i woke up, feeling an arm around my waist. i turned around and it was yeosang. i cringed and removed his arm from my waist. he quickly puts it back and hugs me tighter. "yeosang, we have school." i whispered. "five more minutes." he mumbled. i stayed quiet and admired his features. i guess i watched him for five minutes cause he opened his eyes and grumbled a "what". "nothing. shouldnt you head home now." i said sitting up. "right... home." he said before getting off my bed. "thanks for letting me stay, i guess." he said before leaving my room.

i quickly grabbed my stuff and opened my door, being surprised that san was outside. "when did you get here?" i asked him. he smiles. "goodmorning, and just now. lets get going then." he said walking ahead.

we got to the school, seeing all the kids walking in. "do you want me to take you to the office?" i asked him. he shook his head. "i have to head to class, i already did all of that the day before break." he said showing me his schedule. "first class is with me." i said with a smile. we both walked to the first class.

barely people were here. me, san, two girls, a boy, and someone who i just realized was in my class. yeosang.

"isnt that your mans?" san asked looking at yeosang sitting in the corner near a window. "fake mans." i whispered. "yo! yeosang!" san yelled making me hide behind my hands. "come over here bro." he said. i heard someone sit infront of us. my hands being slowly removed. yeosang held onto my hands. "hi, baby." he said with a smile. i cringed at how quick he was to behave like a boyfriend. "shut up, san knows." i mumbled. "but everyone else doesnt." he said. "they dont even know we are together." i whispered. "mingi does." yeosang said. "fuck... and he probably told everyone." i said face palming myself. "go back to your seat, the class is gonna start soon." i said letting go of his hand. "that was cringy to see." san said before being dragged to the front.

school finished. yeosang stayed with me most of the time due to everyone already knowing im with him. san also stayed with me but made friends quickly. i walked out with the two boys.

"yeosang!" i heard mingi yell out. "loner!" hongjoong yelled. "bitch!" jongho yelled. i was holding yeosang hand but held it harder after each yell. "are you just gonna walk away?!" mingi yelled. with that i let go of his hand and walked over to the three boys. "shut the fuck up before i tell everyone what you all did." i threatened. "yeah cause they will believe you." mingi said. "shut up mr. i want my ex back because im lonely." i said — the other two boys laughing. "now listen, you leave me and those two alone." i said. "ok babygirl." hongjoong said ruffling my hair. "i told you to stop doing that." i said looking away. "whatever shawty. we gonna leave you alone." jongho said grabbing my chin. i moved my chin away from him. "lets go." mingi said pushing me.

i walked back to the other boys. "you good?" san asked. "yeah, thats hongjoong, mingi, and jongho." i said. "i see they are bad." san mumbled. "dumbasses thats why they are probably gonna stay here for a long time." i said out of anger. i felt yeosang hold my hand, which calmed me down. "im gonna drop yall off somewhere close, so that you and san can walk together. im going somewhere else." yeosang said.

"be safe." i said before yeosang left us. "do you like him?" san asked. "no, everything is fake. i know it is, so im not gonna fall in love with someone over fake shit." i said.