DESIRE | Kang Yeosang

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«yeosang pov»

me and my 'girlfriend' — who i now know as rina — were waiting in the waiting room at the hospital. i asked if we can go see my mom. obviously they have to ask my mom if she wanted us in. breaking my thoughts was my name being called. i walked up to the nurse i always see.

"she said she doesnt want to see anyone." she said. i nod my head, understanding. "your dad came earlier. we had to kick him out." she said awkwardly. "the usual. is she ok?" i asked. the nurse nodded. "just a few bruises." was the answer. i nod my head again. "you should get going." she said. "yeah, bye." i said walking back to rina.

"we can go now." i said. "what happened?" shenasked with a worried look. "nothing. im going to take you home." i said before walking ahead of her.

"yeosang?" she asked. we were nearing her house, and she held onto my arm the whole walk. "hmmm?" i hummed as a response. "are you ok?" she asked.

mentally? no.

physically? maybe.

"yeah." i lied. "are you sure?" she asked.

no.

"yeah, why?" i asked with a smile. she shrugs her shoulders. "stay the night." she said. "i cant. we skipped today, so if im not home by an hour. my dad will flip his shit." i said. we were infront of her house by now. "oh... well then get home safe." she said. she put one of her hands on my cheek and went on her tip toes. she kissed my cheeks. i felt them turn hot. "bye." she said before leaving. did i just get kissed on the cheek?

i got home, my dad still not home. i went to my room and quickly fell asleep.

«before school»

i walked to school, alone as usual. "yeosang!" the familiar voice said. i turned around and it was — of course — mingi, hongjoong, and jongho. "what do you want?" i asked. "the injuries look nice, you want new ones to make you look better?" hongjoong said holding my chin and looking at the now-healed injuries. "i would love to." i said asking for the pain that i desire once again. "too bad, not now. your girl is coming with her puppy and the new boy." jongho said looking behind me. hongjoong let go of my face. "see you later, loser." mingi said before leaving with the two. "hey yeosang!" rina yelled hugging me — from behind since i havent turned around yet. i removed her hands away from me and walked away. but why am i mad? is it cause i didnt get the pain i desired? or is it cause of something else?

once again late update, im sorry. you'll probably get a lot of late (at night) updates. well at least late here in new york sjsjs. i havent been sleeping well, and my mom hasnt gotten any sleeping pills for me yet. smh. but at least im updating? JSSJKS. yall are gonna hate on me about whats gonna happen next with rina hehe.