Suicide Hotline . yeobin

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Yeonjun held Soobin's hand

Their hand sizes would always amaze the older, he would always wonder on how Soobin's large hands manage to just fit on his smaller ones, he would always think that Soobin's big and larger hands were sculpted just for him because of the way their hands just fits perfectly on each other

Yeonjun then looked at his lips

Soobin's thin lips would always perfectly mold against his plump one's, he can still perfectly remember the first time he tasted those lip

It was on a very snowy, and cold day when Yeonjun asked Soobin to hang out in Starbucks, they sat peacefully when Yeonjun noticed that Soobin was staring at him, the older was about to ask if there was something on his face but was cut off when Soobin said that he was beautiful

Yeonjun's heart was drumming against his delicate ribcage as he stared at the younger's eyes, his cheeks became more rosy because of the cliche comment

Soobin then finally confessed his feelings, in which Yeonjun answered back while stuttering. Yeonjun can still remember on how his thin lips was formed into a big smile, and finally he can still remember when he got so overwhelmed that he suddenly kissed Soobin

He can still remember the sugary taste of his lips, probably from the latte he had earlier

Yeonjun then held his chubby cheeks, as he delicately planted a small kiss on Soobin's hand

His cheeks were probably Yeonjun's favorite part of Soobin, the way they always stretches out amazes him

He would always love it, when he get to pinch his cheeks, or even poke his dimples, those little thing would never fail him to have euphoria

Yeonjun then ghosted a finger against his eyelids

Soobin's eyes were always sparking, according to Yeonjun

It's like the stars are living inside of his eyes, he would always think that Soobin's eyes are alive, just because of the way they sparkled when he was looking at him

He would survive a day with just looking at the younger's eyes

Yeonjun placed his right hand on Soobin's chest area, as his left hand was still clutching Soobin's resting right hand

Soobin's heart was his, he would always think of it like that

He loved the way their heartbeats would play a rhythm together when they are cuddling

He loved the way Soobin's heartbeat would go wild when he did something to the younger

Yeonjun just stared at him

He loves Soobin, he was trying so hard to move on but he just can't

This man in here, in front of his is still the love of his life, and will always be

Yet, Yeonjun can still clearly remember, like a crystalized water

On how, Soobin's big hands clutched his hands for the last time

As he desperately pulled his hands away from the older

On how, Soobin's lips would form into a bad shape of a frown as he shouts at Yeonjun

And his luscious lips kiss him for the last time

On how, Soobin's chubby cheeks were stained with tears as Yeonjun struggles to get a hold of him

And how his cheeks lost their prettiness

On how, Soobin's beautiful eyes were filled with tears, that he can't seem to stop