Nothing Lasts Forever [5SOS] (On Hold)

Chapter 9

It had been 3 days that I haven't seen Luke, he freaked out and left after I had awaken from when I passed out, my scar had finally disappeared from my forehead after having it for 2 months. We were in Louisville by now, tour was pretty slow, we spent 2 months recording the 3rd album, and they still haven't finished. It's supposed to go out on November, what the hell.

Thankfully, we only had to perform 3 nights, and we had 7 months of tour left. I couldn't wait to be home, after all I was supposed to be in school, when mom convinced me to come on tour, but Paul had told me he would be teaching me the material I was supposed to be studying at the moment. But instead I was running around with Ashton, and constantly being ignored by Luke. Louis and I have ignored each other's or at least I've been avoiding him, I know he's my brother but it was extremely rude of him to yell all those horrible things at me.

"Hey have you seen Lux?" Michael threw pillows over the dressing room, he seemed to me panicking.

"Ah, no?" I was confused.

"We were making a vine, and she said my name, and then she said I'm cool and now I can't find her! Help me Jailene!" He ran his fingers through his hair. She was probably with Harry, and he was freaking out. I looked at him, I wondered if I should scare him, or call Harry. My brain said call Harry, but my heart said scare him.

"You lost Lux! Michael how can you lose her!" I screamed in agony. His eyes widen, and his jaw trembled, everything in this tour was terrible, and a joke here and there made things a little better.

"Don't scream for shit shake! They can hear you!" it seemed as if he was about to cry, the punk kid was gonna cry. I made a puppy face to him and he sat down, he wasn't in any mood to play games. I decided to text Harry and tell him to bring Lux he replied right away with "I don't have Lux lol" and that's when I started panicking.

"She's not with Harry, I though she was" now I was going to cry.

"You check the front of the arena, and I'll check the back" Michael ran out the dressing room. I was scared, Lou would kill Michael if didn't find Lux. How the hell did Michael lose her? I walked slowly and quietly, whispering Lux's name here and there but no trace of the little blonde girl.

No body seemed to have seen her, not even the arena workers, my heart was beating so fast I could not breathe. I ran backstage again, Michael wasn't there. He probably left tour because Lou would kill him if she found out that he lost her baby.

The thought of Michael made me laugh, just thinking about how scared he got made me want to drop to the floor and roll around laughing and screaming in amuse, but that could wait. I saw Luke's feel dangle from the top of the tour bus, it looked as if he was laying down since I could only see his long feet. I walked silently over to him, I hadn't seen him in the past few days, he was avoiding me again and I really hated that. I saw the ladders at the back of the bus and I climbed it, although I made noise, Luke couldn't hear me, his head phones were on and he has his eyes closed.

"Hey"

No response.

"Hey blonde boy"

No response.

I saw his phone to the side of him and took that as an advantage. I took his phone slowly so he could not feel his head phones move, he wanted to avoid me, right? Might as well give him an actual reason to make him ignore me.

"Luke!" I screamed as I put his music on blast, being able to hear Stacy's Mom play. He jumped up and his face went pale, or was it just his normal skin tone?

"Why?!" he scared and rubbed his ears.

" 'Why' what?" I rolled my eyes and laid down next to where he was a few seconds ago.

"Why do you have to be like that?" He asked taking out a hoodie from his back pocket. I didn't understand what he meant, did he mean why did I have to be so annoying, it why do I sneak up on him?

"I don't know, that just how I am, I guess?" I really didn't know what to say, his question wasn't clear.

"No I mea-" and with that he stopped talking when Josh got out of the bus.

"What are you guys doing up there?" he asked confused.

"Resting" I blurt out.

"I was just leaving" Luke said making his way down the ladders. What the hell is wrong with him? Why does he always do this to me?!

"Luke wait!" I shouted going down the ladders, my shoe lace got stuck on the ladder and I couldn't move

"Josh?" I called him over.

"Yes"

"Can you help me?"

"Yeah"

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"Lux, was sleeping in the bus and you had me running around getting my shoe stuck to the bus?" I shouted at Michael.

"Basically" he shrugged.

"I hate you!" I punched his shoulder. it probably hurt me instead of him, I felt my knuckles sting.

Turned out that Lou got Lux when Michael was freaking out about his little video. Michael is so Michaelish and is a bit annoying, but he has helped me get around tour.

"Hey Jailene" as I heard that voice I swear my heart stopped.

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Hey guys, I've been in really bad medical conditions and I haven't foods the right time to post, I was told that the thing that's causing all my pain may grow into a tumor if I don't treat it and I've been in and out of the doctor and hospital this past few weeks.

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