There will be blood

The mistake

4/24

I woke up. I opened my eyes, and I wasn't screaming. yay! I didn't have a nightmare!

After I pass the excitement of no more nightmares, I realized I was laying in the bed of the truck. the cold medal pressed against my arms, legs, hands, and feet. I see my clothes next to my face, and feel my head lying on my jacket.

I quickly slam my hand on my leg, and feel the blanket, the soft cotton blanket. i move my legs a bit, and I don't feel pants, shorts, or anything! ahhhhhhhh! No no no no!

I did not just do what I think I did, and with who I think I did it with.

I turn over to my side, and see Tyler lying there with me. I'm not sure if he's naked, but I can see he doesn't have a shirt.

No no no no! No, that couldn't have happened.

I f***ed Tyler. nooo!

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I got up slowly. I grabbed my clothes and ran to the passenger seat.i opened the door, and got dressed between the door and the truck.

Then I jumped in the truck, and pulled out some canned peaches.

I opened the can and ate quickly. I took bite after bite, then soon I finished my food.

I just sat in my seat, still, quiet, and frightened.

Was I so desperate to do that with Tyler? I thought my first, would be with someone special, or specialer. Ya, cause, I was desperate. I felt worthless cause, my friend is dead, my parents are probably dead, and I'll probably die soon. so, I didn't think that it would be that bad.

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"Hey babe!" Tyler says. uhhh! just because we did that, doesn't mean we are dating. He's talking to me through the back window of the truck.

"Hey" I say in a faint voice. "what's for breakfast?" he asked. "well, I already ate, but there's canned peaches." I say with a little more volume in my voice. But, I try to avoid his eyes.

He pulls him self up out of the bed of the truck. he waddles over with the blanket wrapped around him, but I try to look away so I don't see anything.

He jumps in the drivers seat, and covers his legs with the blanket.

I hand him the opened can of peaches. and he dives into it, eating quickly with big bites. soon he's finished and he gets out of the truck to get dressed

He comes back in the truck. " did you have another dream last night?" He asks while raising a eyebrow. "apparently, no" I said trying to shut him up. " Wow, I guess I have magical powers." he said with a huge smile on his face.

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We start driving again, and I'm curled part way, facing my door. "last night was crazy, right?" He says while holding a huge smile, that could belong to the joker.

"Ya...crazzzy." I say while rolling my eyes.

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The whole time the truck was moving, I continue to think and regret what happened last night. I can't shake the feeling off.

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As we're driving, I see these figures moving. "zombies!" I yell to Tyler. he stomps on the breaks so hard, it jolts the truck and pulls me back in my seat.

They're getting closer and closer.