"Let's end this..." Nakita ko ang lungkot sa mga mata niya... panghihinayang... o awa...?
"Please, stop joking. It's not funny." I can already feel the tears on the corner of my eyes...
"I'm not joking Van... Just please I'm serious!" Ramdam ko ang inis sa pananalita niya.
"Bakit? Ano bang nagawa ko to make you feel that I am not enough? To make you end this relationship that already last for 5 fvcking years?! It's already fvcking 5 years Monique! Then you're telling me to let you go?!" I shouted angrily.
"Yun yung problema! You're too in love with me that it's alredy unhealthy!"
"What a fvking reason is that Monique?!" All I know is that I hugged her so tight that I don't want to lose her...
"Please don't leave me like this... Baby I love you... I don't know what will I do if I lose you..." I can't stop my fvcking tears from falling.
"Please Van... Please... Please... Please let me go..." Pinilit niyang makaalis sa bisig ko pero mas hinigpitan ko.
"I can't lose you... Because I know I'll never find anyone like you baby...*sniff*"
"Then find someone that is better than me, who's willing to live with you and will love you more that you loved me. Please..." I can see sadness and pain in her eyes.
Why do you want to end this if you're just hurting yourself...
"No one is as better as you... *sniff*"
Crying for a girl is not being a gay because your tears proves that your love for her is real and everlasting...
"No one is as better as Monique Adrea San Gabriel, because Monique Andrea San Gabriel is my Queen, my love, my future, my girl, my dream, my world, and my baby... You're my everything Monique so please dont leave me because it hurts more than dying... " I grab her right hand and i kissed it gently.
"Lets stop this..." Untiunting nanghina at lumuwag ang pagkakayakap ko sa kaniya na naging dahilan ng pagtakas niya sa mga braso ko.
"Please... I know that you don't want to leave..." Natatawa at naiiyak kong sabi...
Fvck this love! Fvck it big time!
"Ayoko na Van... Sawa na ako, please let me go..." Hinawakan niya ang pareho kong kamay at tinignan ako sa mga mata...
Unti unting nanghina ang tuhod ko... Hinayaan ko ang sarili kong mapaluhod sa harap niya...
"Get up Van Gabriel Anderson!" Sigaw niya rinig ko ang inis at pag suko sa boses niya...
I don't want to let go baby...
Yumuko ako begging for another chance...
"Baby... Five years... We're very happy in those years... We build our future step by step... We laughed and cried together... You're contented and so am I... Even though everyone is against us we never give up... We fight and almost lost our families for this love baby...
I love you and still loving you, you love me and i don't know if I should add D to make it past tense... We're happy very happy that we're contented with what we have, even if it's just you and me against everyone, against the world... But now... After five fvcking years fighting for this love you're telling me to fvcking let you go?" Tumulo ang mga luha ko habang unti unting tinignan ang mukha niya ng diretso...
I saw how red her nose, cheeks and eyes are... Iniwas niya ang mata niya sa akin at pinunasan ang mga luhang umaagos sa mata niya...
Baby... Stop crying dahil baka hindi na kita pakawalan...
"Can you give me five days? Five days that is equivalent to five years of us being together... So that for that five days I can prove to you that my love for you is something that you can keep for a lifetime... That my love is real and ever lasting..." Unti unti akong tumayo at inangat ang ulo niyang nakababa sa sahig.
"Give me last five days... And i promise that after that five days... I'll let you go..."
Tumango siya... Niyakap ko siya na sobrang higpit that i don't want to let her go... But i have to let her go, because as a man i should grant my loves wish... Because her happiness is what I want even though I'll get hurt...
"Let's go... Madilim na baka hinahanap kana sainyo..." I kissed her forehead... "I love you baby... I love you eternity..."
Hindi siya sumagot instead she cried more...
"Don't worry I'm not waiting for an answer because I love you and it's enough..."
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Last Five Days
Romance"Give me last five days... And I promise, after that five days... I'll let you go..." Will he really let her go after five days or he'll do what ever it takes just to make her stay?
