𝓘'𝓶 𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓮, 𝓙𝓾𝓷𝓰𝓴𝓸𝓸𝓴 ✔

● 𝙵𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚝𝚑 𝙽𝚘𝚝𝚎 ●

Jungkook, I sat in the canteen, curled up in a tiny ball, and ate slowly.

But I still managed to stumble upon your eyes.

You came up to my table, sat down, and started to stare at me, supporting your head on your palm.

I didn't know what to do, so I just tried to ignore you, while eating.

Jungkook, you stood up, patted my head and squated, getting closer to my ear. "Boy's bathroom. Be there in ten minutes" you whispered and walked away.

No one laughed, Jungkook.

And you... You walked away by yourself.

Without friends.

I didn't know what to do, Jungkook.

Did you change this suddenly, and now wanted to be friends with me?

No, Jungkook. It's to naïve, isn't it?

But then explain to me, what those questions after school meant?

I didn't sleep all night and thought about it.

Different thoughts were creeping in my mind, but I pushed them away.

When I was done eating, I started to go to the bathroom.

Maybe it was wrong. But I had to know, what you wanted to say.

Brain insisted me to turn around and go to the lesson, but my heart said something completely otherwise.

Jungkook, I chose my heart...

And it was the most stupid decision, you know...

Just when I entered the bathroom, you immediately pinned me to the wall and started touching me.

I wanted to squeel, scream, yell, but you used your hand to prevent me from doing so.

Tears rolled down my cheeks.

You didn't see them, because you kissed my neck.

My body was trembling, and chest aching because of the painful sobbing.

And, Jungkook, when you lifted your head and saw my tears, you jumped back, looking at me with alien eyes, and screamed "Get out!"

You didn't have to repeat yourself twice, because I stormed out of the toilet.

I took off down the corridor.

And what I was trying to get away from?

From bullying, pain, sorrowness..?

You?

If it is so, then I am pathetic.

Because it's not possible.

Or is it?

Jungkook, I was taking books from my locker, but your disgusting hand made me turn to see you.

"Are you okay, Jimin?" You asked quietly. Your hazel brown eyes were struck by sadness.

I smirked slightly. "I'm fine, Jungkook" I closed my locker and ran away from the school.

Why are you even asking, Jungkook? Of course, I'm fine...