Week.
A week has already passed by, and I'm still sitting in my darkly dimmed room, thinking.
Jungkook, do you want to know what I'm thinking about?
Well...
I am thinking why.
Why did you save me?
Maybe because you didn't want my death to make you feel guilty?
Yes.
Truth.
That's truth...
I didn't show up in your brown, unreadable eyes for a week.
Are you wondering how I'm doing? Where am I?
I don't want to go to school, Jungkook.
I don't want anything, exept death.
Why did you kiss me?!
Now I can't get it out of my mind!
That moment, when, well... your plump lips touched mine, I was the happiest I've ever been.
It's just a kiss, right, Jungkook?
But for me, it's not just a kiss.
For me it's...
It's remedy.
Remedy from crying and overthinking.
I don't even understand myself anymore, Jungkook.
I am thinking.
If I'll show up in school, are you going to make fun of me again?
Something inside of me says, that you are, indeed, going to make fun of me.
I wish you wouldn't.
I wish everything would change.
I am praying. I should pray for you by this point.
Because you are the god of my empty galaxy.
Strange, right?
A guy, that is bullying me, hates me and... and has kissed me once, is a god of my galaxy.
Jungkook...
I believe.
I believe, that you can be different.
I can help you!
We could both fight the evil, that is surrounding us!
You...
You just have to want it really badly, Jungkook...
Just tell me, and I'll help you.
I will help you.