Tears

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(Hello my lovelies!! I am going to try to post more on wattpad, and I'd also like to organize my story a little better. I'll try to write more for each chapter, since I know you all love this book so much, and I am SO grateful. I've always enjoyed writing, and you guys really help influence my passion. Thank you so much. Enjoy the chapter <3)

Me and Yoongi decide to walk around town, since we both have nothing better to do, and I'd prefer to stay away from Jungkook for a while.

"How's life been without me?"

Yoongi smiles at me.

"Well, to be quite honest, it's been better. Jungkook's been having Taehyung and Jimin over a lot lately and he's been drinking more."

Hearing that come out of my mouth, kind of made me realize something. 

"Do you think he's okay?"

I look away from Yoongi, disappointed in myself.

"Actually..the thing is, I have no clue."

Yoongi sighs, and reaches for my hand, intertwining it with his. I really enjoy this. It's comforting and makes me feel like it's not entirely my fault. 

"Jungkook and I start college next year, and he's moving out, after our parents get divorced. I'm not really sure what's gonna happen, all I know is we won't be step brother and step sister anymore, we'll just be friends."

And to be quite honest, I was completely fine with that. In fact, I was more than happy to hear that me and him wouldn't be 'related' anymore. It wouldn't make me feel like such a weird person. Like I was doing something entirely wrong. 

Yoongi interrupted my thoughts.

"What college do you guys plan on going to?"

I sigh and look down at my feet.

"Jungkook's gonna be all the way on the other side of korea. I'm staying here to finish college. After that, I'm probably going to Seoul."

The truth is, I really don't want Jungkook to move away from me. 

"He said after college, he'll come live somewhere near me in Seoul, and we can hang out together."

All I knew was that it was going to be a very long time before I could talk to Jungkook again.

"Ah. Well, when college starts up, you're more than welcome to move out of your parent's house and come stay with me. If you don't want that, I'd be more than happy to pay for your room and board."

I stare at Yoongi in disbelief.

"No no no it's okay!! You don't have to do any of that. Me and Jimin are gonna stay at some place by the campus."  

"I insist on paying, I mean it."

Yoongi put his finger over my mouth before I could deny his offer. His eyes quickly widened as he stared at a restaurant.

"Oh my god!! I love this place!"

He began to jump up and down in excitement. It was honestly adorable.

"Can we please get something to eat Y/N? I'm starvinggg~"

I rolled my eyes and giggled.

"Alright alright."

We both quickly entered the restaurant. As he sat us at a table, he began to explain to me why he loved this place.

"My mother used to take me here all of the time when I was younger!!! It's name used to be star ramen, but since the previous owner ran out of money to keep the place going, he sold it to another company. It really devastated me...we would always get really good pork ramen with poached eggs, but for a while that stopped and we had to find somewhere else to eat."

Yoongi looked really sad. This place really meant a lot to him, and it's kind of adorable seeing his other sides.

"Eventually though, the old cooks came back, and the owner decided to help out. After a while, the owner's daughter passed away, and for a while they left, but his son came back to work, and started making more money. Me and my mom found out about this, and we came here one last time before she...."

"Yoongi..I'm so sorry.."

I gave him a giant hug, and held him tight.

"Let's get something to eat, alright?"

Yoongi nodded his head, and the color came back to his face.

I smiled and the both of us started discussing things that happened during the time we weren't talking.

"So, have things between you and Jungkook been okay?"

Honestly no, they haven't been. Me and Jungkook only talk to each other when it's important.

"Yeah. Everything's been fine!"

I lied.

"No it hasn't."

Yoongi gave me a worried expression.

"Do you want me to talk to him for you?"

"No!!! It's fine! We've just been...I don't really know. Distant from each other? I mean, it's fine and all, pretty soon we won't be seeing each other at all. Better start getting used to it early."

I look down..

"Well, I think you should talk to Jungkook, instead of practically hiding from each other. He really cares about you, Y/N."

To be honest, I do what to talk to him. God, I'd fucking LOVE to talk to him about all of this. What he's thinking, what his plans are, are we still gonna be close friends after the divorce and college? Will we even really see each other again, or did he just say that to worry me less?

"You're right..I should talk to him."

Our dishes cleaned, Yoongi pulls out his wallet.

"Oh you don't have to-"

"No, don't worry, it's on me."

Yoongi smiles, paying for our food.

"I'll walk you back to your house if you'd like."

"That's alright, I don't want Jungkook to get pissed off or any more distant than he already is."

I give Yoongi one last hug before grabbing my things.

"I'll text you when i get home. Thank you for all of your help."

Yoongi sends me off with a wave, and I wave back.

. TIME SKIP .

It's been a long summer. 

I've made new friends, lost friends, almost got with Jungkook, and broke someone's heart.

Sometimes I wish I could just disappear from the world.

I slowly approach my house, seeing Jungkook's car still in the driveway.

Taking a deep breath, I walk inside, to see Jungkook crying on the couch.

"Kookie...?"

He quickly turns around wiping his tears.

"Is everything alright??"

I quickly run over to him, holding his hand in mine.

"Y/N. I'm leaving in two days."

I feel the sting in my eyes.

"What..?"

He looks into my eyes.

"You're never going to see me again, Y/N."  

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