It hurts seeing you with them
It hurts hearing you talk to them
It hurts, but when is that over?
When?
I can't help it
I can't fit in
I'm doing some crazy shit
Like trying to be thin
Doing perfect make up
Getting my nails done
It all makes me wanna throw up
For you it all seems to be fun
You are happy when talking to them
I'm happy talking to you
When will this feeling end?
When I just see you as a friend.
I don't love you
Not in that kind of way
But my feelings they are screwed
They are glued
They make me feel bad
They make me feel sad
They make me do things
They make me go limp
I just want them to stop
I want to be normal again
They plan and plot
But destroyed me after they began
If I could
I surely would
Get out of my life and be some else
But... you just gotta be yourself, right?
