-Sides Sequel-[Future TomTord]

Searching the rubble

Tords POV

I ran to the building that was now in ruins, hoping that there was still a chance that Tom could have survived. Tears filled my eyes, spilling over and running down my face. I scrambled over the chunks of concrete, cutting my hands and legs, but I didn't care. All that mattered was finding Tom, I just got him back, and I wasn't going to lose him again. I grabbed my walkie-talkie and set the channel to all soldiers.

"I want everyone searching for Tom! NOW!" I barked into it, tears still trailing their way off my face. I fell to my knees, and started moving rubble aside, the sharp chunks of rock and metal slicing through my hands, covering my hands with crimson blood that spilled onto the now destroyed building. I searched around for a few minutes, my eyes blurring from the tears as I held back sobs. Pain coursed through my body as my skin was slit open by the sharp debris, yet I continued to dig through it. Another ten minutes passed and no one had found Tom, most soldiers had given up, and were helping other injured soldiers to the vehicles and medics. I fought back the voices in my head that kept telling me that it was useless to look, and that Tom was dead. I knew that he was most likely dead, but a small part of my mind told me that there was still a chance that he was alive, and that was the part that I was listening to. I stood up my legs complaining because of all the deep cuts on them, but I forced myself to stay steady. I looked around at everything going on. A couple handfuls of soldiers were still looking for Tom, but most had taken to helping the injured, or helping repair the vehicles. A few sergeants were giving simple commands to their group of soldiers, and some were gathering survivors from the other army. 

I picked up my Walkie-talkie and sent a message through to everyone, "Has anyone seen Tom?" I asked. I got a myriad of replies, all saying no, or that they were still looking. I felt both panic and anger rage through my body.

"I WANT EVERY POSSIBLE SOLDIER THAT IS NOT INJURED TO BE LOOKING FOR HIM!! NOW!!!!" I screamed into the device. I could see quite a few soldiers jump from my harsh tone, but soon bunches of soldiers were scrambling through the rubble in search of the blue hoodied male. I wiped the tears from my eyes and tried to calm myself down with false reassurance, but it was no use. Tears continued to quickly run down my face, splashing onto the concrete around me as I fell to my knees in sobs. I should have been kinder to Tom before now. I shouldn't have been so conceited, I should have cared for him more. I should have made more of an attempt to be his friend before now. There was so much that I should have done, but now I probably wouldn't get a chance to. If he was still here then I could have restarted our relationship, I could have done so much better, but now he could be dead... and... and it could be all my fault. I shouldn't have kidnapped him in the first place. I shouldn't have been so selfish. I never meant for him to get tangled up in all of this, yet it was my fault that he did. 

As these thoughts dug through my mind like sharp knives, my tears fell faster, and my sobs grew louder. I yelled at nothing in particular from all my emotional agony, receiving a few glances my way. I didn't care what anyone else though though, I felt like I has been torn apart piece by piece. My heart was broken, my mind was clouded, I felt empty. How did I end up killing the only person I loved? 'No, there was still a chance he was alive' I though, though I knew that it was hopeless, just a simple lie I told myself, because if he really was dead... Who am I kidding? I might as well face it. Tom is dead and it is all my fault. If it wasn't for me Tom would still be happy at home, he never would have gotten caught up in this war. I. Killed. Tom. I admitted to myself. I looked at all the soldiers as they searched for the blue clad male hopelessly. I might as well give up, Tom was probably blown to smithereens by now anyways.

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Hey guys!! I finally got the first chapter out! I hope you guys like it so far, I will work to get out the next chapter as soon as possible, but first I have to get a new chapter out on my other book. If you guys don't like this or think that it should be different let me know and I will gladly re-write it for you guys! I hope I did at least close to as good as the original author. Huge thanks to HoneyTop18  again for letting me continue this! Hope you guys enjoyed!! 

Also...... For you, I'd get beat to smithereens.-TØP  (Anyone else think this after reading the last sentence?)