thursday 10:56pm
the four of them were sitting on the table eating their pizza "jihoon, i hope you keep him a long time" seokmin said "you both are perfect for each other"
soonyoung gave hin a cheeky smile and jihoon responded "don't worry, he will be with us a long time" he smiled
soonyoung returned the smile but in the inside he knew, tomorrow was his last day there and jihoon had no clue, neither did seokmin or seungkwan, but there was nothing else to do than enjoy his last moments with them
when they were done, they went to their rooms, washed their teeth and got ready for bed, it wasn't long before they both fell asleep while talking
thursday 11:44pm
they were both asleep but soonyoung suddenly woke up from a nightmare, he dreamt that he was slowly killed and that his killer made it painful so he couldn't sleep anymore but it wasn't worth waking jihoon up
it's crazy that just about a week ago he didn't care but now he was terrified by the idea, it wasn't that he was completely happy now, but jihoon gave him hope and strength, maybe jihoon could make him happy in a future, but there was no future, at least not for him, he started having an anxiety attack so he got up and quickly went to the bathroom, he washed his face and when he stared at himself on the mirror, jihoon was standing behind him
it was honestly kind of creepy, jihoon smiled sweetly "is anything bothering you baby?"
soonyoung hesitated but decided not to tell jihoon anything, he just said he had a nightmare, the younger grabbed him by the wrist and pulled him into a hug "i'm here, you don't have to worry anymore"
soonyoung smiled and gave him a peck on the lips "let's go to bed" jihoon nodded and they both cuddled till they fell asleep again
friday 9:46am
soonyoung woke up and immediately felt a pang in his chest
"today's the day" he thought to himself
he got up and brushed his teeth, jihoon wasn't sleeping beside him so he must've been doing breakfast
soonyoung went downstairs and hugged jihoon "morning, sunshine" the younger said
he giggled and was about to reply when jihoon started speaking "breakfast's ready, i have to work but you can stay here if you want, there's enough food, tv and you can als-"
"don't worry i need to do something important today" soonyoung interrupted, he didn't want to be there when he died, it was better at his apartment being alone, he mentally prepared himself to say goodbye
they were both eating at the table, jihoon watching something on his phone and soonyoung staring at him, when they were both done, jihoon said he had to leave, soonyoung got a lump in his throat, he was so scared
"soonie, i'm just leaving for a couple of hours, no need to over react"
soonyoung nodded as he held back in his tears and kissed him one last time, he watched jihoon leave with tears already streaming down his cheeks
he went upstairs to get his phone but left all his clothes, it was not like he was going to need them anymore
he felt his phone vibrating meaning that he got a message
jeonghanie
aunt's funeral is today
at seven
soonyoungie
k
he locked his phone and sighed, on his way home, he admired the trees, nature and animals, he was going to miss it
he opened the door of his apartment slowly
no one was there, he sighed and sat on his couch "so i just sit here and wait?" he asked himself
he decided to write a letter for jihoon
dear ji
this is soonyoung, i know that we haven't even known each other for even a week but we're probably meant to be, since the first moment, we connected and blended perfectly with each other, i think you are really cute and an amazing person, nobody knows what i would give to spend more time with you, sadly i can't, maybe in another life, however, i'm so sorry, it's okay if you want to move on, i won't take it personal, thank you for coming into my life and giving me hope, i will always be thankful, but sadly, friday has come.
-soonie
he finished writing it and went to his room to hide it under his pillow, he hoped jihoon would see it someday when he was gone, he turned around and went to the living room to sit on the couch again, when he did, he noticed something that nearly made him stop breathing
the front door was now open
