he stared at the door and heard a loud crash coming from outside so he did the first thing that came to his mind
run
he ran to his bedroom and hid in his closet, how ironic, he was going to die in the closet, literally
he tried to stay silent but he could hear his own heartbeat and his fast breathing
he decided to close his eyes and tried to relax himself, it was so different, thinking about killing yourself and knowing that you were gonna die than the actual moment near your death
he couldn't stop looking back to all the times in his life he felt he was close to dying
july 19th, 2005
"kwon hoshi, how many times have we told you that if you don't do your homework, you will lose your scholarship?"
he was currently in a lecture given by his principal, again, he couldn't do his homework, his life was hard, some evenings he would get home from practicing so tired he would forget about school
he knew he was risking his scholarship, but dancing, it made him feel special, it made him feel good, every time he learned a knew choreography he would have this feeling, it was so indescribable but he knew it was his favorite
but was it worth it? his mother worked hard to make enough money for their family and they did live well, but he was in a very expensive school, and of course on a scholarship
"i promise, it's the last time this happens" he was about to cry, then he stood up from his chair and left
he ran outside and left the school with tears already streaming down his face, while crossing the street he noticed a car coming right at him but stood there frozen
next thing he knew was himself laying on a hospital bed with his crying mom beside him
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friday 1:00pm
he heard footsteps and told himself it was going to be okay, it was bound to happen
the closet's door opened sharply and soonyoung immediately shut his eyes completely unprepared for what was going to happen next
"um, hi?"
soonyoung slowly opened his eyes by the sound of a familiar voice "mingyu?"
"oh, hey soon, sorry if i scared you but i have important news to tell you"
soonyoung was confused, what was his neighbor doing in his apartment and why or how did he break in?
soonyoung was speechless and even if he tried to speak, he couldn't, so mingyu spoke again
"okay, let's do this the easy way"
the last thing he saw was mingyu's fist approaching his face quickly and then everything went black
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"i told you not to hit him, you idiot" an unfamiliar voice spoke
soonyoung couldn't recognize the voice and tried to open his eyes but the room was too bright
"at least i did my job" the other replied
it was mingyu's voice again, soonyoung's eyes flew open and realized he was still in his room but now was laying on his bed with mingyu and some other guy he couldn't recognize in front of him
"oh, he just woke up" the other guy said "hello there, my name is wonwoo, kim wonwoo, nice to meet you"
"who the- who are you?" soonyoung couldn't hide his fear so his voice came out shaky instead of demanding
