After all those questions they suggested that me and Emi sleep in Harry's room and that Niall and Harry slept together. We all thought that was good so we were unpacking. Emi and I were unpacking our suitcases and Harry was hanging some of his clothes in Niall's room. When I know for sure that Harry is no longer in the room, I sigh deeply. "What was in the lobby just now? You seemed to be dreaming." Emi asks. I sit on the bed. "Harry whispered I'm cute. I'm not sure maybe it was my imagination because he would never say that. Right?" I ask and look at her. "Oh, yes. I heard it too." she says and pushes her suitcase under the bed and sits down next to me. "So I'm not getting crazy?" I ask. "No you're not crazy." she says and laughs. I laugh along and let myself fall on my back. Emi does the same. "Wouldn't you rather lie next to Harry tonight?" she whispers in my ear. I hit her carefully. "Shut up." I say. "You know what, I'll be your harry for tonight." she says. If she can do that, I can aswell. "Believe me. You don't want that." I say and turn to her and raise an eyebrow. "Okay okay forget what I said. I withdraw my words." she says. "Thought so." I say. Someone knocks on the door and opens it. "Hey. We're getting dinner. You wanna come with us?" Niall asks. "Are we eating it here or there?" Emi and I ask at the same time. Niall looks at us strangely but then says that it is to eat here. "I'm going to stay." I say. "I'm going to come with you guys." Emi says. "Okey and Jamie, Harry is staying too. He didn't want to go out tonight." Niall says. When Niall walks away I see Emi smiling at me and she raises an eyebrow. "Shut up." I say and throw a pillow at her. She catches it. "I didn't say anything." she says and throws it back and it hits my face. I hear her laughing. When I remove the pillow I see that she is gone. I stand up and go to the living room. "See you guys later. Niall don't eat all the food." I say. Harry starts to laugh. "yea yea. I'm not gonna eat till I'm back." he says. "I'm going to look out if he's going to eat or not." says Emi. "I trust you." I say and hug her. "have fun with harry." she whispers. I hit her carefully. "We're back in 40 minutes." Niall says and walks out the door. Emi follows him and winks quickly before she closes the door. I sigh and go to the couch and sit down. I see Harry sitting down next to me and we start talking
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We are now about 20 minutes further and Harry and I have become much closer. He is actually very different from what the media makes him seem. He is really really sweet. I jokingly said that I actually lied and that he is not my favorite but that it's liam. He looked sad and then I said that it was not true and that he is my favorite. He was shocked and started tickling me and I can't stand it. I have too many jitters. I start to laugh and shout from the jitters. I start running away from him and he follows me. "I'm going to get you." he says. "Oh no you don't" I say. I turn around to see how far he is from me. I should not have done that because I lose my balance and fall backwards. Harry sees it to late and falls ontop of me. We both laugh but when I look into his eyes I stop laughing. He also stops and we stare at each other. I lower my eyes to his lips. I see him coming closer and closer with his head until his lips touch mine and our lips move synchronously. Oh my god his lips are soft. My hand goes to his hair and I start pulling on it. I hear him moan. This feels good. Suddenly I feel him pulling away and I already miss his lips. I look at him. "I'm sorry. I should never have kissed you." he says and stands up. I also stand up. He regrets the kiss. "Right." I say and tears come to my eyes. I don't want him to see me cry so I quickly walk to my room and lock the door. Oh my God! I'm so stupid. Of course he doesn't love me. How could I be so stupid. He knocks on my door all the time but I ignore him.
