When we are eating we start talking. Suddenly we start talking about sport. Emi gives me a little punch under the table. I look at her and she looks at Liam. I immediately understand what she means. "So Liam, do you still do boxing?" I ask him. "Yes. Once in a while I go boxing at the gym." He says. Because he is wearing a t-shirt, you can see that he is muscular. I touch his arm. "That's why you got so many muscels." I say and look into his eyes. Oh my god this is hard. Flirting with Liam while I love harry. "Can I come with you when you're going again?" I ask. He nods. "I planned to go tomorrow morning." he says. "I'll go with you. I bet you look really sexy while you're boxing." I say and wink. I wonder how Harry feels now. Would he be jealous already? I hope so because I don't know if I can do this any longer. I am not saying that Liam is ugly or unattractive, but I don't feel anything for him. When I see that he is starting to feel uncomfortable, I let go of his arm and start eating. I look at Harry in the corner of my eye and see him looking at me. He looks a little sad. I didn't want that. He stands up. "I'm going to go to my room. I'm not hungry anymore. I don't feel good." he says and i see a tear slide down his cheek. Oh my God no. Now I feel horribly guilty. He looks at me one last time and then walks away. I look at Emi and see her look at me. I sigh and look down. I have to go see him. I can't leave it that way. I hurt him. I stand up and run after harry without saying anything to the rest. Emi will explain. I hope. I come to Niall and Harry's room door. I want to knock but hear someone cry. I sigh and knock on the door. I hear a soft "Come in." and go inside. I see Harry sitting on the floor next to the bed. He looks up and I see his eyes are red from crying. When he sees me he stands up and tries to pretend that he has not cried. I'm standing in front of him. "I'm sorry harry. I shouldn't have done that. I just got so mad and sad at the same time because you thought that kiss we shared was a mistake and I thought why not make him jealous. I'm so so so sorry. " I say and get tears in my eyes myself. I hope he can forgive me really. "I hope you can forgive me?" I ask.
