The Princess Of Parkour

👠Chapter.45👠

So I left WWE with no regrets but maybe just maybe I might come back one day, but my heart lays with my family right now.
I have learnt so much from my friends I have made in the past 10 years but now is to try a different opportunity and that is to go to Lucha Underground with John, I will be most happiest there indeed.
I got to that arena today and I got very nervous, I'm suppose to be the referee for a upcoming match and yeah it's scary but it is exciting and I just can't wait to see how this goes.
John: "Nervous?"
Me: "Yes"
John: "You'll do just fine"
Me: "You think so?"
John: "Yes"
Me: "Oh, ok"
I'm nervous because for the first time ever, I will be in a different ring apart from a WWE one and that's another scary thing for me, what if people think I suck? I don't know I'm so worried right now and I don't know what to think right now either.
I have been involved in a lot of storylines before with; My Sister Eve, Kane, Zack Ryder, John Cena, AJ Lee, My Friends, My Enemies and even my own Husband but now I'm not even gonna be in storylines with them and that's nerve breaking to me.
So apparently they do have bigger and better plans for me but I'm worried incase I screw up like I did when I was in the Diva search back in 2007, don't get me wrong I was not perfect in that contest but the reason I won was I looked at the positives and I kept on smiling.
Now I don't think I can even do that, I have no idea what these big plans are and I can't keep up with the act, now I'm shaking.
John is telling me to calm down and I'm just not calming down, while John wasn't around I had a panic attack, it was bad but I was ok after it past by and all.
I get nervous very easy but I was not like that when I worked for WWE and I feel like I'm letting John down big time, I hope it works out.