Our Little Secret

the cheat

There i sat back on the couch at the same old flat i ran from. Louis kissed me every two minutes, because "he missed me so much" but i had realized something odd. No one was talking to josh. did i feel bad, kinda not really. he just sat there looking down at his phone.

i needed time alone. i kissed louis, "im going outside i need a little time." i say before walking into the back yard. i sat on the trampoline and looked up at the clouds each one a diffrent shape. One looked like a pigeon. "Kevin" i whisper. I feel a slight smirk crawl onto my face.

"you see kevin?" an irish boy walks out of the back door with a box of cookies in his hand balancing to glasses of milk at the top. He plops onto the trampoline. "ya theres kevin." i point up at the cloud. "what are you doing?" i ask him.

"i brought cookies!" he put on a grin, and sits beside me. I grab a cup of milk and a cookie and start chewing on it. "that one looks like a cat." niall points out. "harry likes cats"

"that one looks like a elephant!" i laugh.

"that one looks like a heart." he smiles and turns his head slowly to look at

me. His blue crystals sunk into my green eyes. i looked from his eyes to his lips, back to his eyes. Whats going on.... i look at his lips again, this cant be happening. He closes his eyes and leans in, i couldnt help but do the same.

I felt his soft, lips smack against mine. He was biting my bottom lip. His tounge asking for permission, i let him in and a groan escaped my lips. Before i knew it, he was on top of me still kissing. Our tounges danced, the kiss kept getting rougher and rougher. My fingers went through his hair, soon it became pulling closer and closer. Sparks shot up my body, it was amazing.

i pulled away. Breathing heavely, words couldnt escape my mouth. "oh my god." i choked. "kiara! im so sorry. i have no clue why i just did that! it was a mistake!" i look down. "it was a mistake? you didnt like it?" i stutter still breathing heavily. "no it, it was amazing. More amazing then it should have been. But kiara, what about louis..." he looked at me. His lips swelled. "i dont know." i choke out.

i felt another tear coming, but wiped it away quickly. "but can i tell you something kiara?" he asks. "of course." i answer. "i love you, i loved you from the start just was too afraid to show it. And then you got together with Louis. so i gave up. But after this just happened i had to tell you i love you. i just want you to know.

I feel myself lean in once again.... a soft kiss planted on my lips. it wasnt long or rough like the other one. but i still liked it. I slowly pull away. And louis come walking out the door. Luckily he didnt see us. Ugh im such a bad girlfriend.