I took Grayson’s hand and walked him up to my bedroom. We sat down on my bed and just stared at opposite sides of the room for a while. I felt a hand touch my face and turn my head. Grayson leaned in and kissed me passionately. I kissed back, hungry for the taste of his lips pressed hard against mine. He bit my lip hard causing it to bleed. He sucked the blood from my lip and I moaned softly. I missed this so much. I pushed him down on the bed and laid on top of him, pinning him down. He moaned slightly as I kissed his neck.
My phone rang on my dresser. I got up and answered it. “Skie! Where the fuck are you?! You were supposed to come to my house two hours ago.”,Felix screamed into the phone. “Leave me the hell alone! I’m done with you. You’re just an abusive asshole who treats me like I’m a fucking piece of crap. Get out of my fucking life! I hate you!”. I yelled before I hung up on him. Tears streamed down my face. How am I supposed to tell Grayson I’m pregnant with that pricks child. I feel so stupid. I can’t do anything right. Grayson came over to me and I threw my phone across the room. He hugged me tightly and asked me who that was and what happened. I explained everything..I told him I’m almost two months pregnant , about the bruises and abuse, and about how Felix raped me.
Anger shown in Grayson’s eyes. He pulled away from the hug and looked at me. “Give me the worthless piece of shit’s address. Now. I’ll fucking kill him!”, he yelled. He clenched his fists and stepped closer to me again. The tears were coming again. I hate being yelled at..especially by Grayson. “Baby, I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to scare you. He kissed me gently and once again, asked for the address. I gave it to him and he left. He came back an hour later with blood on his face and his knuckles bloody and torn up. He sat down on my bed and I ran down to the kitchen to get the first aid kit. When I walked back into the room Grayson had his shirt off. He had a bunch of fresh cuts that were slightly scabbed over. But he was still the most beautiful thing on the planet. I cleaned him up and laid down on the bed. He laid down next to me and i cuddled into him.
I woke up to Veronika screaming at me to get out of the house. I guess she assumes since his shirt is off, that we had sex in her house. I’m almost eighteen, and we haven’t even done it so it’s whatever. She’s a dumb bitch anyways. “Mommy! Leave Skie and that guy alone! They didn’t do anything wrong and you’re just being a jerk to them for no reason!”, Rain yelled from the other room. Veronika walked out and slammed the door. I heard her talking to my dad about something downstairs. She really doesn’t like me, and from the sound of it, I wasn’t going to be living here much longer. But in the time that I’ve lived here, I’ve gotten enough allowance and money from work to buy my own apartment. I packed up the few things I brought with me and then woke up Grayson. “Baby, you gotta get up, we’re leaving.”, I whispered in his ear. He rolled over and buried his face in the pillow. Ugh, why does he have to be so darn cute. I screamed.
Grayson jumped up and looked around. “What’s wrong?! Why did you scream?!”, he said. I smiled devilishly and replied, “You wouldn’t wake up!” He put his shirt back on and grabbed my stuff from me.With his other hand, he opened the door for me. “Daddy? Lexus? Rain?”, I yelled. I walked down to the living room and they all came from where they were. “Yes? “, my Dad said.”We’re leaving, I have enough money saved up and decided I’m going to England to go to college and I’m going to buy an apartment near the school. I love you all so much, and just know that none of you are the reason I’m leaving.”, I said all in one breath.
Veronika walked in and put her arm around my dad. She gave me a dirty look and kissed my father’s cheek. I walked over to Lexus and gave her a long hug. “You were more of a mother than I’ve ever had, and I’ll never forget you. I promise to try to come back and visit.”, I pulled away and hugged Rain. “Be a good girl, okay kid? I love ya, and I’ll miss you. Don’t forget me okay?”, she nodded. I hugged my dad and he kissed me on the forehead. “Good luck out there kid, keep dreaming. I love you.”, he said. Grayson opened the front door and we walked out. We got into the car and drove to the airport. The whole way there we talked and laughed. I missed him so much. I’m so happy he’s mine.
When we got to the airport we got two tickets for West Cheshire, England. The plane ride was long and boring. When we got there we went to a hotel close by. Tomorrow Grayson and I can go out and look for a place to live. We paid for the room and got our key. We stepped into the elevator. “What floor?”, he said with absolutely no facial expression. “uhm..four, please.”, I looked at Grayson. The elevator made a loud noise, meaning we must have reached our destination. Grayson held my hand and our bags in his other. Room 323.
I opened the door and our room was HUGE! We walked inside and threw our bags down next to the door and slammed it shut. Grayson picked me up and walked to the bedroom. It was beautiful. Rose petals all over the floor, the bed was massive and it smelled like Wonderstruck(the perfume by Taylor Swift). He plopped me down on the bed and kissed me gently. I kissed back and smiled into the kiss. His lips were so soft and I started to remember the first time we kissed. It was simply enchanting. Even now, I still feel butterflies. Grayson slowly kissed down my neck to my collarbone and bit gently. He slowly began to suck on the spot where he bit and I moaned softly. He slipped my shirt off and began kissing lower all the way down to my bellybutton.
Grayson’s Point Of View:
She was so beautiful. I want her so bad. She had her eyes closed and she was biting her lip trying to hold back a moan.. I slid off my shirt and then went back to kissing her soft and lips. I licked her lip begging for entrance, which she reluctantly gives. I pull away and look into her beautiful eyes. “Are you sure you want to do this, love? I don’t want to rush anything.”, I say gently. Skie kind of just laid there with her eyes closed and didn’t talk for a bit. Her eyebrows furrowed and she started shaking slightly. I threw my shirt back on and shifted off of her. “Skie, shh, baby it’s okay. We don’t have to do this.”, I said as I picked her up and held her in my arms. She clung to me and cried softly into my chest. “Grayson..I-I’m sorry..I just don’t think I’m ready yet. After all of what Felix did to--”, I cut her off with a soft kiss on the lips. “It’s okay, just relax. Come on, we’ll get changed and watch a few movies then go to sleep, okay?”. She didn’t say anything, just nodded her head in agreement.
Skie carefully untangled herself out of my arms and walked over to her suitcase. She pulled out her hello kitty pyjamas and walked into the bathroom. I was changed and already sitting on the couch about to put in my favorite movie, Love Actually.
Skielynn’s Point Of View:
I grabbed my pyjamas and phone and walked quickly into the hotel bathroom. When I got in, i locked the door and started the shower. I stripped off my clothes from before and stood in front of the full body mirror. I gently placed my hands over my stomach. I still can’t believe there was a child inside of me. I can’t be a mother, I’d be a terrible mum...but I can’t get an abortion. I’m not ready for this..I can barely care for myself anymore, how am I to care for a baby?
***Trigger Warning***
*I took the phone case off of my phone and set the phone down on the sink counter. I took the shiny piece of metal out of the case and stepped into the shower. As the hot shower water cascaded down my body I held the blade to my inner thigh and sliced the skin open in swift movement. I couldn’t tell if I was crying or if it was just the water pouring down my face. Blood poured down my leg and I started to feel better. After a few more cuts I put the blade down and finished up showering. When the blood finally stopped pouring down my leg, I turned the water off and got out of the shower and placed the blade back into my phone case.*
I pulled on my hello kitty tank top and fuzzy pink pyjama pants. I grabbed my dirty clothes and phone then exited the bathroom and threw my stuff into my suitcase then walked to the sitting room and sat next to Grayson on the couch. He was in the middle of watching Love Actually, which happens to be one of my favorite movies. He wrapped his arm around me and pulled my closer and whispered in my ear, “You’re so beautiful. I bet you’ll be a great mom, Skie. And I promise I’ll be here to help you.”
