So about my confession in 117. So yea he alr had girlf. Istg, that girl muslimah (pandangan mata I) and tutup aurat sempurna. Man, even if I was a guy I'll definitely choose her. Lagipun I memang dah agak diorang ada something yaa know. So yea life too short to be broken over small things
The weirdest shit happened, when for no reason I felt nervous with this one guy. We never knew each other, I didn't know his name, I bet he doesn't know mine. Out of nowhere masa class PA I felt slightly nervous when he's around me. So since meja kelas I takde laci and I ambik another chair to put my things or books lah. So since on that day kiteorang gabung class PA since my PA tcr takde yea some of the kids from his class join my class. While my class tinggal 5 ppl. The rest masuk kelas lain
And that moment he took the chair beside me. THIS GUY I TELL YOU HE DID NOT SAID ANYTHING LIKE HE WANNA LEND MY CHAIR OR WHAT HE JUST TOOK THE FREAKING CHAIR BESIDE ME okay. So yea idm I just 'ahh biar lah' and the same thing happened when he pulangkan kerusi he freaking didn't say anything. He just put beside me. Atleast a freaking "THANKYOU" would be nice. I think he doesn't know lah that's my chair ughh
But I'm just being me ppl. Idm and I don't freaking bother with it. As long as he gave back my chair 😹 so yea masa dia pulangkan I rasa nervous again. Like wth. What's wrong with my heart tho? So I kinda like ask my friends bout it and they said "it's been awhile you've fall inlove bihhh". If you knew me so well, you would know I prefer untuk suka kawan sendiri dari someone I just knew or I just know his face but not his name. You get me?
This weird feeling, nervous and excited. Idk how to describe but that's what I felt when I saw him. But recently I didn't felt anything when I saw him. Maybe terkejut cuz suddenly munculkan diri 😹 like legit dohh. I even question myself do I even srsly like him? Or it just I felt lonely cuz most of my friends alr had boyf while I'm not?
But earlier when I do my econs exercise with my grps and cikgu. He suddenly appeared dekat luar kelas and one of my friend pergi cakap "tan crush kau" wtf I terus hilang focus and cikgu sibuk tanya yang mana. Wtf I feel shy and nervous also excited yaa know that feels nak sengih je 😹😹 yaa I'm just telling what happen lately
And lately we even makes eye contact. Do you think he knows me too? Or atleast where class I'm from? Or my name? Atleast. Cuz he followback my ig. So that's mean he knows me rite?
