Forced Love - Thorki (Thor x Loki)

《 Chapter 2 》

I was walking around a beautiful garden which was filled with rød jonsokblom and bergveronika. The sun was setting and the surrounding was mesmerizing. I heard a voice, a soft voice calling my name. Suddenly everything went dark and the flowers withered. I looked around me in a state of confusion and panic. Then the feeling of coldness dawned over me and I opened my eyes.
I saw Aina, looking at me with a smile. It was all just a dream, I wished the dream had lasted a little longer, at least then I would not have to experience this awful day. I sat up "what time is it?" I asked and got a sigh in return. Aina and I looked at each other "it is time to prepare you for your wedding". I stood up and started to walk to my bathroom "I do not like this day either but we have to make the best of it" Aina said in a soft voice. I turned around to look at her face with a sad smile painted on it "I know" I said and gave her a little smile. I continued to walk and closed the door behind me when I was inside.

When I walked in I looked at the shower and then I looked at the bath. I was going to take a bath, I decided. I decided this mainly because baths take long and I really felt like taking a long time for everything. I turned the bath on and when it was filled up I got in. I rolled my head backwards and closed my eyes. I started to wonder how much my life would change after today. I knew a few changes that were certainly going to happen, one of them being that I had to move to Asgard. I had never been there and could not imagine what it would be like there. I was used to the cold ice surrounding me and the warm air embracing me. I hoped Asgard would be the same, it would definitely make the moving experience less terrible. Another thing that would certainly happen was bearing a child, I was not looking forward to that. This fact made me think about the reason why this marriage was happening, it was happening because our fathers are immature and need a physical peace agreement. I wanted to marry someone because I love them, not because like this there would less likely be a war. This marriage too would never be about love, I do not even know him. He did seem nice, he had a very soft and sweet character and his appearance was not even close to ugly.
I decided this was the longest time I could be alone with my thoughts and got out. I dried myself off, put on my robe and entered my bedroom again.
Aina looked up from what she was doing and stopped. She looked at me "Well you go off to have breakfast" she said, I nodded. "I shall try to come back" I said in a sarcastic tone while walking away, I heard her laugh.

While I was walking to the dining hall I was looking around, realizing how much I was going to miss this place. The place I had grown up in, the place I loved, the place I trusted. I would have to say goodbye to it in a few hours. I then looked in front of me and saw the giant doors, which flung open and presented to me the dining hall. I saw my father and sister and presented them a small bow. "Good morning father, sister" both of them had a mouth full of food, which caused them to nod. I sat down in my usual spot and started eating. My last meal in this palace, my last meal with my family. We all ate in silence until my father broke it "are you ready for today?" he asked, I nodded. "If I am allowed to be honest, I am quite nervous". My father smiled "of course Loki, it is logical. But it shall be fine and I am sure you will quickly enjoy your new life in Asgard". I could not disagree with him, I wanted to but I could not. I looked over at my sister and she smiled "we will be there for you". This made me happy. I loved my sister and I would do everything for her and she would do everything for me. Growing up in all our wars was tough but we had love for each other. I did not only see her as my sister but as my guardian, who would always watch over me. I would miss her the most when I would leave. I felt myself getting emotional and started eating quickly again. After a while my father spoke again, and then I spoke and then my sister. We were having a fun and gentle conversation with the three of us and I enjoyed it way too much.

After we had finished our coverstation and were all done with eating, I left. I went back to my quarter to get ready for the wedding. I walked in and walked to my spot where Aina would always dress me. Aina had been my servant since I was little, she was not only my servant but also my friend. Aina walked in as soon as she heard me "Well, how would you like to start?" she asked. "Let us start with the garment, then the jewelry and then move on to the meikki and then the rest" she nodded and we started.