All I Have - Denki x Reader

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After listening to Denki ask if I told Katsuki about what I did, I decided I should.

First thing in the morning after I got up I went to his dorm. I knock on the door, "uhm... Katsuki, I really need to tell you something. Its important." I say with a shaky voice.

Immediately Katsuki comes to the door. "What do you need shit head?" He says.

"I... theres something really uh.." I start to cry.

Katsuki immediately notices and softens his look. "Who's ass do I have to kick?!" He says.

"Nobodys it's just something I figure you should know, I used to do after mom and dad died-" I roll up my sleeves.

He looks down at my scars. "What the fuck?" He says.

I took that as a 'you dumbass, why the fuck did you do that. It's a dumb move that wont get you anywhere.' Remark and left him in the doorway.

"Y/N, wait, I didn't mean it like that!" he yells to me. It was no use, he wouldn't listen. I was already in my dorm when I see Katsuki messaged me. I ignore the message.

I walk to the kitchen, nobody will notice. Nobody will care. I take a sharp knife and twirl it in my hand. I hear Denki walk to the kitchen. "Y/N... please, put the knife down and talk to me." I forgot he stayed the night in my dorm.

I laugh with a hint of sarcasm, "why? Katsuki wont even listen-" I hold my arm out. "I dont have anyone, anyone! The only reason you know is because you noticed when I didn't want you to." I get the blade close to my arm. "I know what you think, 'shes just doing it for attention' but no, I've suffered too long. I've failed so many times at trying to end it all." I shake and drop the knife.

I hear Katsuki enter the dorm, "Y/N it's either stop or he ends up knowing more to the story." Denki says.

I lunge at the knife as both of them stare, not knowing what to do. Denki grabs it before I could

"You son of a bitch, why are you going to make me suffer longer?" I say. I tilt my head and darkness falls, leaving nothing to see.

I wake up in my own bed, Katsuki immediately notices when I wake up. "I'm sorry about what I said. I should've looked out for you longer since I'm the older sibling. But it's not what you should be doing." He says.

Denki walks over and sits beside me.
"Uhm.. hes right there." I whisper to Denki.

He laughs, "I told him we're dating, he took it well. He said he suspected we would date sometime in our life. He also thanked me for being there yesterday."

Katsuki smiled. "You should smile more, you dont look like a bitchy bitch." I joke at him.

All 3 of us laugh. "Please dont let anyone else know about this. But do you guys know anyone who could fully heal these so they're all gone?" I ask.

Denki looks at Katsuki for a moment. "Keeping them would be remind you of how strong you have gotten. Getting rid of them wont fix anything or make you forget anything." Katsuki says.

"You say it like you know it." I say.

He looks at me dead in the eyes, "I got rid of them so I dont have proof. Believe me Y/N when I say it, I know what you're going through. Mom and dad would be proud to see us both standing strong, even if we're breaking inside." He says. He was somehow smiling instead of crying.

Denki holds my hand, "that probably means you and you're brother are more likely the strongest people I know." He pauses to take a breath. "If you never rolled up you're sleeve and I didnt notice, I would've never thought you were like this. You always have a smile on your face and you somehow always laugh."

I smiled at the comment instead of crying. "Thanks.." I quietly say. "Katsuki, you can get back to doing whatever, just tell Aizawa that I'm sick and can't get out of bed."

Part of that was true, I was sick. Not physically but mentally. I needed time with myself and the people I love. Katsuki nods and leaves.

Denki looks at me, "Y/N, I promise to never leave your side." He says. He smiles and I return the smile.

"I know you wont, and that's why I love you." I say. I hold my hand out to let him hold it.

He happily takes my hand a blushes. "So you said it first, remember that." He kisses me on the forehead.

I laugh and sit up. "I'm bored." I say.

Denki looks around the room. His eye stops on something. "Remember a game we used to play? Who could build a big fort the fastest and the best." He says.

I jumped out of bed, "you're on!" I yell and run to grab things to build with.

Denki stares at me for a moment and runs to do the same.

A half hour passes and I finsihed my fort. "I'll give you 5 more minutes to finish, I'm all done." I say to Denki.

He finishes his fort, "okay, let's check out yours first." He exclaims.

I nod my head and walk around my fort, showing him all the rooms. He stops me in one of the crawl areas. I look at him. "Wh-" I was cut off by him kissing me. I pull back.

"S... sorry I just.." he says and looks at the ground.

I move back to him and lift his head up to my level. "Its fine, I was just surprised." I say. I kiss him this time.

After about 30 seconds I pull away. "I forgot how hot it gets in these forts." I say.

Denki smiles. "Maybe take these down and do this outside of the forts?" He says.

I nod my head and we begin to take the forts down.