All I Have - Denki x Reader

chapter 14

**WARNING**
*suicide attempts mentioned in this chapter*

I sigh as I boringly lay in bed. I grab my phone and mess around with a few games to pass some time.

"He still hasn't come back?" I hear momo ask.

I lift my head, "nope."

Momo comes in my room and sits at the edge of my bed. "This isnt like him.. he's usually back by now." She says.

I roll my eyes and throw my phone. "No fucking duh! If this was normal I would be sleeping, not worried!" I yell.

She tries to smile, "well if you need anything just hollar and I'll come in but for now I'm just going to read."

I sigh and sit up. Once she leaves, I walk over to the other side of my room and pick up my phone.

"I'll be right at the dorms in a few minutes." Said a message from Denki.

I reply back and throw my phone on my bed. "Hey momo, Denki should be back soon so I'm going to finally go to bed!" I yell.

"Alright, sleep well!" She yells back.

I sigh and change into a baggy shirt and comfy shorts. I plug my phone in and wait for Denki.

Within 5 minutes later I hear Denki enter my room. I hear him sigh and drop his bag near my doorway. I turn on my light, "its about time."

He smiles. "Yeah sorry I lost track of time." He says.

I could tell he was lying. When he lies he always looks to the left and rubs his neck. "You're bad at lying." I stand up.

"What do you mean?" He tries to get himself off the radar.

I scoff, "you always do something specific when you lie, now, where were you?"

"Fine, I was at the bar with Bakugo. He somehow was able to get me in." He lies  again.

I roll my eyes and laugh, "Bakugo was here not too long ago, he didn't know where you were. Try again, but no lying this time."

He frowns and looks at the floor, that's when I noticed it. He had lipstick on the collar of his shirt and his neck. "I honestly don't remember what I did exactly." He says.

"You were with another girl, I can smell the perfume and I can see the lipstick on your collar and neck.." my voice cracks.

"Babe!" Denki yells as I walk out of my room.

On my way out I grab a sweatshirt and pants. "Denki, you were mad when someone liked me even when I didn't have a bit of interest in them. But now it's fine with you going out with a girl behind my back? I dont think so." I yell.

He holds an arm out, "it's not like that!"

I cackle, "then what is it like, Denki? Please, explain because I surely have no clue what else happened."

A minute passes of complete silence. "I.." Denki's voice cracks, "I actually don't have an excuse..."

I scoff and nod my head, "yeah, good bye, never expect to see me again because I cant deal with this anymore."

I throw the clothes on and walk out of the dorm room. I knew where I was going this time. I couldnt deal with life anymore, I didn't have my own life, it was always being controlled by someone.

"Y/N where are you going!?" Denki screams.

"To get rid of all my pain and suffering." I yell back.

I hear him stop and run in the other direction, probably going to get Bakugo.

I was finally on the 6th floor, one more to go. "Y/n?" I hear Bakugo say from the next stairway.

"What?" I growl.

He walks up to me, "please don't do any of this."

I laugh and push him aside, "you don't even know what's going on so just shut it."

He pulls me back and holds onto the collar of my shirt. "I'm not letting you jump, other than one other person, you're all I have left." He says.

"That other person can have you, because I'll be gone." I grumble.

I kick him out of reach and sprint up the next stair case. I push open the ceiling door and lift myself to the roof.

I stood there for a moment, cold. It was a windy night. I hear Denki and Bakugo running up the last few stairs with a few extra pairs of footsteps.

"Y/n please dont do it!" I hear Denki yell.

He comes into view. "Why? Just so I can suffer more?" I scream.

He studies my look, "you're not even crying..."

I laugh and throw my arms, "of course not! Why would I?"

I see Todoroki, Deku and Kirishima come into view, following behind Bakugo.

Once I realize I wouldn't have a chance to jump when they got to me, I ran for the edge.

"Y/N NO!" I hear Bakugo scream.

I wave goodbye and fall backwards. I see Denki try to grab my hand as I fall, but he failed. I see everyone line up at the edge.

"I'll get her." Kirishima yells and activated his quirk.

I see him jump then feel complete warmth. "I got you, I wont let you die." He whispers to me.

My amazement from my face had been wiped away and I was now crying. "I couldnt do it anymore!" I scream, "all I wanted was for it to end."

A second passes and I feel force hit my body. We had hit the pavement. I blacked out for a moment, long enough for everyone to get to the ground too.

I sit up and look beneath me, Kirishima had protected my fall with his quirk. He glances up and smiles, "I told you I wouldn't let you die."

I slap him and cry more. "That's not what I wanted!" I scream.

I hear Denki and Bakugo screaming at the top of their lungs. "Oh my God shes okay!" They both pant.

I sigh and begin to lean sideways without meaning. Denki catches me. "So what was going on before this that made her try it again?" Bakugo growls at Denki.

Denki looks down at me and begins to cry. "I got drunk and a girl took me home, Y/n saw through all my lies." He mumbles.

I felt his tears hit my face as I begin to cry more. "Great job, almost lost her because of your mistake." Bakugo yells.

I reach my hand out and look at Denki's collar. "I'm sorry y/n I didn't even think when it all happened." He says.

I smile a little, "it's fine."

"So are you two better now or...?" I hear Kirishima ask.

Denki looks down at me, "are we?"

"As long as you don't keep anymore secrets and you still love me, I dont see why not." I mumble.

He smiles and kisses my forehead. "I take that as a yes." Kiri says.

Bakugo walks closer and kneels down beside me, "why didnt you come see me first?"

"Please, I dont want to talk about it anymore." I say.

He nods his head, "heard and being respected," he turns to everyone else, "thanks for coming."

"She doesn't deserve to be like this, shes too good of a person." Deku and Todoroki agree.