dear god,
more of my hair fell out today
i didn't cry, like the first time it fell out
i miss it though
i never knew how much it mattered till it was gone, i took it for granted
i do that a lot, with people to
i lost a lot of people after i got sick
suddenly everyone lost interest
even my parents, they show up, deal with paper work and hospital bills, then leave
i miss them
i miss everyone
i miss having someone to talk to who wasn't in scrubs
please don't take anybody else away from me
i don't think i can take it
-lily
