It'll only ever be you "finished"

Healing

***georgies pov***

It had been a few months since Elvis had returned, I had decided it was better for us to stay apart. My marriage was my priority I couldn't risk losing it no matter what bones had made a mistake but he knew that. He had to live with that and I truly believe he had a good reason. If it was for work he wouldn't of been left with a choice. I sat watching tv while the kids ran around the garden, I didn't know where my head was at. I knew one thing for sure; I missed bones. I missed my best friend, laughing and joking everyday, going to bed with him wrapping me in his arms I was safe there now I didn't know where I was or what to do.  I had been ignoring my phone for the last few days especially I should be so excited to be getting ready for Payton and Olly's birthday but instead I just want to hide away and forget about it. I quickly wiped my tears as I heard Payton's voice "Mum! Door!" I sighed as I stood up wrapping my grey cardigan around myself as I walked over to the front door of the place that held so many memories, I opened it to see two army officers stood there with bleak looks on there face. "Corporal medic Georgie Lane?" "Yes?" "It is with great sadness that I am required to inform you your husband Captain McClyde has been severely injured during active duty." My heart sank at those words as I shut the front door without a response, falling down the door I held my head in my hands as I tried to regain my composure. I hadn't even asked what happened, where is he? How's he looking? I didn't know what to do. Suddenly the anger and hurt I felt towards him had gone, I just felt so lost and broken inside.
I had laid awake for hours, going over everything between me and him. The whole story of us played out in my head and somehow I couldn't help but think was this our final chapter? Was now the start of my story? Single mum, a collapsed marriage and a whole lot of heartbreak. I picked up my phone dealing Bones' number it instantly going to voicemail as tears fell down my cheeks "bones, Alex or captain mcClyde which ever one we're at now I have no idea. I don't want any of them to be honest, I preferred husband. I'm sorry, I'm really fucking sorry, because I screwed up. I let you walk away when I know in my heart you wouldn't have had a choice. You would have been left in the hole to keep the intel to yourself. I doubt anyone could have predicted you falling for the partner of the subject. I love you okay and I really hope you knew that when whatever happened out there. I hope you knew in your heart that we'd always be waiting for you and will always love you. See the truth is bones I don't want this to end, I wish I could walk away cause it hurt it really fucking hurt but I can't. I can't imagine a world without you in so I guess what I'm trying to say is come back to me. Don't be following no bright lights or heading down some stairs with the devil because we still need you here. I bet you'd never thought you'd see the day me grovelling saying I'm wrong, well I am okay that's why somehow I've ended up getting dressed and getting in my car leaving the kids with Marie as she slept on our sofa and have managed to get in my car and start driving faster than ever before to get to you. Your too important for me to just sit there helpless. So I'm coming darling, I promise I'm racing to you faster than I ever imagined so just stay right there for me." I ended the call quickly while continuing to drive the long roads. Why was I doing this? I kept asking myself over and over again but I don't know the answer. I don't know anything without him.
I arrived at the hospital running straight on to the room fingers text me that he'd be in. I arrived to a sight that broke me. "Bones?!" I stood at the window watching the nurses desperately trying to him. Floods of tears rolled down my face as I watch the scene unfold in front of me. "Come on!" I sobbed as my hand laid on the window watching them, his bare chest not moving. Was this the final phase in our mission?"