Kidnapped by Motionless In White

Chapter 16

Alixe's POV:

" Alixe there's something you need to know" Chris said taking my hand. " what?" I said drying my eyes with a tissue Devin gave me. He sighed and looked at the guys who all nodded except for TJ. " TJ can you go out for a minute?" Chris said. I watched as he gave ma a sad smile, then left. " baby, Ricky isn't dead" I furrowed my eyebrows " he is" I whispered with tears falling down my face. " sweetheart he is alive and well" Ghost said grabbing my attention. " you saw him when you woke up. It was him I promise you" I sat up more and looked around. " where is he" I whispered. Chris began to sob and put his head in his hands. " he left again" he cried. I was silent, trying to come to terms with the fact that my boyfriend wasn't dead.

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I had been back at the bus for about a week now, but have hardly said two words.

I got up, got dressed, did my hair and makeup, and are breakfast as normal, but as I went to go off the bus, Chris stopped me with all the other boys watching from the sofa. " where are you going?" He asked. I shook my head and went to go round him, but he blocked my path and said " why won't you talk to us!?" I sighed " maybe, just maybe, it's to do with the fact that my best friends knew my boyfriend was still alive and didn't tell me! Or, maybe it's the fact that they let me tear myself apart because I thought he was gone" I spat and shoved him out the way. " Alixe wait," he said and put his hand on my arm. I spun around and glared at him. " save it." I seethed before ripping my hand out of his grip and running off the bus.

I ran to the SWS bus and knocked softly. Kellin answered with a smile, but it fault weed when he saw my expression. " are you alone?" I asked. He whistled loudly and all of the SWS boys came running out the bus. " guys, go hunt or some shit" he said and lead me into the bus. " what can I do for you?" He asked. I sighed and felt a tear find it's way to the floor. " I need a cuddle" I sobbed. He nodded and walked away. When he returned he was a wolf, but he had some fur missing, and what looked to be 3 scars in the shape of claw marks. I sat down and let Kellin approach me. " how'd you get these?" I asked, reaching out to touch them. Kellin growled so I put my hand down. He nudged my a arms with his head so I moved them out of my lap. He quickly sat down on my legs. " oof" I said and he looked at me with an amused glint in his eyes. " oh shut up you" I said with a giggle. I stroked his long fur and rubbed behind his ear. " do you like this when you're human?" I asked. When he looked at me, I remembered he couldn't talk in this form so I tried a different approach. " bark if yes, and growl if no" he barked and barked and barked and didn't stop until I yelled " SHUT UP!!" He stopped so I said " thank you" whilst rubbing behind his ear. " I guess you love it when you're human then" he barked once. " I'll remember that" I said as I shoved him gently to get him to move off me. He growled and sat back down. " wait. I need to get more comfy and I want to lay down. He ran off further into the bus, and when he realised I wasn't following, he came back and grabbed my top with his teeth and pulled gently. " okay, I'm coming" I said and followed him. He walked through the bunks and stood outside a door wagging his tail. I opened it to reveal a room with a double bed in the middle. I smiled and laid down on it, Kellin climbing up as well, and resting his head on my shoulder, as I put my arm around him. " love you kells" I said softly and felt myself drift off to sleep.

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When I woke up, I was on the side back on the motionless bus. I sat up and looked around to see no one. I turned round and saw Chris sitting there watching me. His hands were held together resting on the table and his head was sideways, his intent eyes staring into mine. " you alright?" He asked. I nodded and sighed. " he's really gone isn't he" I whispered. He nodded and looked the other way. I choked back a sob, but the second one found it's way out into the open. " oh do shut up" Chris growled. I felt the tears fall again " what?" I asked in a whisper. Chris turned his head and glared. " stop feeling sorry for yourself and leave" he spat. I stood up still crying and walked round to sit opposite him. " I'm sorry I-" " no. Shut up okay. You're not the only one who got hurt from Ricky leaving but no one likes a cry baby. He was my best friend. You don't know what it's like to loose your closest friend" I shook my head " actually I do so fuck off. What would you know?!" I said standing up to shout. " I know that none of us, especially Ricky, never loved you and never will" he spat. I was quick to end his seething reply with a slap. His head whipped to the side and he growled. " I hate you" I growled and went to walk away, but he grabbed my wrist and stood up. " same here bitch" he growled. This time it was deeper and his eyes were red. " GHOST" I yelled as I tried to get my arm out of his grip. Soon, all the guys came running in and pulled Chris away. " I HATE YOU!" I screamed as loud as I could before grabbing my note book, and running out of the bus.