The Girl On Fire

💅🏻Chapter.10💅🏻

As time flew by again I held the title for over a year then lost it.
I only hear from Chris less now then what I used to and I don't know what it is but something is going on.
Me: "Oh hey Jan, have you seen Mary anywhere?"
Janny: "Oh, No, I haven't seen her"
Then I realised she went out with her Husband Mike and I travelled all the way here for nothing, guess I can just talk to Janny, hopefully she will understand my situation.
Me: "I so give up"
Janny: "Come on Lil, don't talk like that, I'm sure your luck will change"
Me: "It might, it might not"
Janny: "So who is that boyfriend of yours?"
Me: "He's not my boyfriend, he is suppose to be a friend of mine and I haven't seen him since 2 months ago"
Janny: "Oh, I wonder why he stayed away for so long?"
Me: "Maybe in the reason he's walking away, he said he gets sick and tired of hearing my voice over and over again anyway"
Janny: "How can anyone get tied of you? Your one of the funniest people, in a good way that I've ever met, you make people smile and laugh, why is he the only one who thinks negative of you?"
Me: "I really don't know, which is why I don't know why people don't like my fashion work I've been working on, it's all the same thing"
Janny: "You've been designing?"
Me: "Yeah"
Janny: "How Come I didn't know about this?"
Me: "Oh.... Well I thought you knew"
Janny: "Nope, well can I see them?"
Me: "Well Ok"
I only showed her my original stuff, Chris has the other stuff I updated, I told him to keep it because I didn't really wanna look back on it but he kept them for some reason and Janny seemed to like what she was seeing.
Janny: "I love them, why did you get rid of your scrapbook? Why did you even give it to Chris?"
Me: "Because he wanted them for something and I'm not really interested in them anyway"
Janny: "Sis you are giving up on yourself, you have so much potential, I know what happened with you losing the title was very and I mean very unlucky but do you know what your future could've held?"
Me: "Yes and to be honest I'm not planning that far ahead"
Janny: "Ok but you will soon change your mind"
So that day I just stayed with Janny and she does get the hint but I always thought she knew about the designs turns out I didn't tell everyone about them.
Maybe I am missing out on something in my future but I don't care anymore it came and it went.
I can still focus on other things to do, it's not the end, I have bigger and better waiting for me.