You used me to get over your crush. I was your rebound. You never loved me. You just used me to get over her. After we were done with whatever it was we had you had a girlfriend about a month later. Did you know how much that hurt me? No you didn't. You didn't care at all. When I found out I broke down. I wanted to yell at you and just hit you. But I knew that wouldn't fix anything. It would just make me feel worse. It's been awhile since then. Now I have a girlfriend and I love her but I still love you. You're my best friend and despite what you've done to hurt me I forgive you. I don't know maybe I shouldn't forgive you but I do. We've been through a lot and that's a huge reason why I trust you the way I do. This whole thing is kinda a mess. It does suck though. The feelings I have for you I mean. I don't think I could ever stop loving you. I feel like there will always be a part of me that will. And I wish it wasn't like that. Sometimes I wish I never told you how I felt that way I wouldn't have had to go through all that pain. But other times I'm glad I did.
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Letters that I'll never send
PoesíaThis story or whatever you'd like to call it. It is where I come to rant. It's an escape that keeps me sane. Maybe some can relate to parts of what I've said.