chapter 44

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a couple weeks went by she had told everyone the news of her pregnancy .. she handnt stopped working yet ..

big mike: you gonna work threw the pregnancy?

cindy: no i dont know maybe stop around the 6 month mark?

big mike: what ever you decide just becareful babygirl is ivan going today with you today?

cindy: no he had work out of town but its not nothing major im gonna go take mia to school then go to the appointment then head out to work

big mike: ok call me after

cindy: i will dont worry

she packed up mia and took her to school

mia: ghosty said the baby is going to be a boy

cindy: haha we'll find out soon baby

mia: but i want a girl

she laughed

cindy: whatever the baby is we'll be happy now come on your gonna be late have a good day learn alot i love you

she nodded

mia: love you

she hugged her and watched her run to class

cindy went to the doctors

ivan- i love you and i promise this will be the only appointment i ever miss baby

cindy- i love you too babe

she walked into the doctors they did there routine tests .. she noticed the nurses faces they looked concerned

cindy: is everything ok?

nurse: the doctor will be right in to check on you

she nodded and sat ack nervous .. it felt like an eternity before the doctor walked in reading her charts and tests

doctor: how are you feeling?

cindy: ok

he nodded

doctor: ok umm .. your not pregnant cindy im sorry

she froze and looked at him

cindy: wait what?! what do you mean? we heard a heart beat last ime?

doctor: your blood tests are coming back negative .. something happened

her heart sunk

cindy: what do you mean by that?

doctor: breath ok just breath

her heart broke .. she laid back down

doctor: lets do an ultrasound see if we can hear a heartbeat maybe the nurses didnt take the tests right or somethings just messing up

she nodded and raised her shirt she started to pray as the doctor tried to find a heart beat .. but there was none .. she broke down crying

doctor: cindy im sorry this isnt your fault sometime our bodys

cindy: why me though?

doctor: its the way its theres no explanation im sorry ..im going to write you a prescription while you clean up ok

she nodded as the doctor walked out she texted loko

cindy- meet me at the doctors now please

loko- why?

cindy- hurry please

loko- im coming

she got her things from the doctor

doctor: finish this medicine ok dont worry you will have more chances you are young cindy

she walked out to her car and cried until loko walked up she unlocked her doors he got in

loko: whats wrong?

cindy: theres no heartbeat my tests are coming back negative .. i lost the baby!! my baby!!

she broke down crying he hugged her

loko: switch seats with me come on ill drive

she got out he stopped her and hugged her

loko: i love you babygirl im here for you

cindy: what did i do?

loko: nothing you did noting wrong ok come on lets go

they gt in her car and left

cindy: im calling off work and i need these pills

loko: text dont call and whats the medicine for?

cindy: iam .. and to flush my system so i wont get sick its like a plan b? i dont know the doctor told me to take it

he nodded

cindy: how am i gonna tell ivan? fuck what aboutmia? she was telling me how she wanted a sister not a bother

he grabbed her hand

loko: itll be ok we'll talk to her its ok relaxe

they went to the store

loko: come on

cindy: no just give the lady the paper at the pharmacy

loko: come on get out your not staying in here to cry

she rolled her eyes and got down

cindy: ivans calling ..

loko: here ill talk to him

cindy: no i have to tell him micheal

loko: your gonna break down in a store? just let me talk to him

she gave him the phone

loko- hey

ivan- did i call you? haha

loko- naw you called her shes with me

ivan- why? how was the doctors?

he went quiet he didnt know how to tell him

ivan- micheal what happened?

loko- fuck man .. there was no heart beat..

his heart dropped

ivan- your kidding

loko- i wish i was she texted me and i drove over i left my car at the doctors now we're getting her some meds

ivan- thanks .. how is she?

loko- uh man

ivan- pass her the phone loko

loko- ok

she took the phone

cindy- im sorry

ivan- dont apologize i love you so much im on my way home go to my house ok how you feeling?

cindy- sad and confused i just ..

ivan- dont cry mi vida its ok im on my way

cindy- ok i love you

ivan- i love you to baby pass the phone to loko

she did

loko-sup

ivan- take her to my house she has keys stay with her im coming

loko- your 3 hours away you left the meeting? i couldve stayed with her?

ivan- i can give a fuck about this meeting man my brothers can handle ill be there in a bit

loko- drive safe i got her

the call ended he looked back at cindy she was looking at baby clothes

cindy: why me? micheal?

he hugged and kissed her head

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