chapter 47- fuck you and fuck him

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cindy: i have to go talk to my dad

ivan: yea so?

cindy: im gonna get it .. huh stay here

ivan: your grown babe come on

cindy: no .. you'll see

she got up and walked into the kitchen he was drinking a beer

cindy: dad you cant be drinking a beer your medicine

big mike: well your ass can explain to the doctor why im drinking

she rolled her eyes

big mike: dont roll your eyes at me you aint 16 no more

cindy: im sorry ok iam

he leaned back on the counter

cindy: dad

big mike: i get your hurting fuck it was killing me to see you down and crying but the way you snapped at mia .. cindy

cindy: i know im a bad mom

big mike: i never said you where a bad mother so dont put words in my mouth what im saying is that i get your hurting and frustrated with yourself but you dont take it out on her come at me yell at us

cindy: i know im sorry.. ill talk to her

she started to cry

big mike: i cant lose you too ok .. i dont wanna be hard on you babygirl but

cindy: i know dad im sorry i promise ill talk .. where is she?

ivan: loko and the guys took her to get some food babe

big mike: go take a smoke and relax but i want this

cindy: this will be the last time .. i cant be like mom

she went to lokos and got a blunt and walked outside

ivan: what was all that?

big mike: im hard on them equally when they deserve it

ivan: i get that but her talking about her mom?

big mike: alicia huh she'll explain it to you it makes me mad and sad to talk about her

he nodded

big mike: itll get better jsut be patient

ivan: yea

he walked outside she was looking at the blunt

ivan: why arent you smoking?

cindy: cuz i dont need it

he sat down next to her

cindy: im turning into my mom and not in a good way

ivan: no your not cindy dont say that ok

cindy: you dont know ivan

ivan: then tell me come on i got time

cindy: she would go threw fazes then start using my dad wasnt around at first .. she would snap at me then she would get a hit and calm down .. if i just snapped at my own 5 year old and

she shook her head

ivan: your not her your not babe your stronger yea this was a set back but your mom was raising yall and had no one to back her up your as beautiful as your mother was but you aint her you've raised me on your own held a job paid the bills and still spoil her well

cindy: you guys spoil her .. but your right im not her im not she loved me but she chose the drugs and she let the sadness win

ivan: you wont

she nodded .. they heard the front door close

ivan: i think there home

cindy: i love you and im sorry

ivan: i love you too and dont apologize ill always be here

she kissed him

ivan: i missed you

she smiled .. the walked inside

ghost: you good?

cindy: yea where is she?

ghost: dining room eating her kids meal

she nodded and walked in

mia: look mommy i got a toy

she sat down next to her and hugged her

cindy: i love you babygirl im sorry if i was mean

she nodded

mia: its ok tio told me you where grouchy and needed a nap

you could her monster laughing in the kitchen

cindy: what did you say? haha

mia: that its true because i get grouchy too

cindy: i love you and im sorry

mia: i love you too mommy

she got up and walked to the kitchen

monster: you ok?

cindy: yea iam

loko: good cuz uhh

she looked at him weird

cindy: what?

ivan walked in

ivan: nicks new girl is outside she wants to talk to you

cindy: what the fuck? why?

ivan: she wont tell me babe but i can tell her to fuck off?

cindy: no just go with me you guys watch mia

ghost: cherrys back! haha

cindy: shut up stupid haha

they walked out

jenny: you cindy?

cindy: yea thats me and who are you? how you get my address?

jenny: im nicks girlfriend jenny and

cindy: your his girl? i thought he was dating stephanie like a month ago?

jenny: shes my sister and they been over for a whie now

ivan tried not to lagh

cindy: haha yea he sent you because i got a restraining order on them all there not aloud around my house

jenny: i didnt know .. but look he misses his daughter he wants to see her hes been depressed

she rolled her eyes

cindy: same old excuses tell him to come up with something new ok

jenny: you dont have to be a bitch

ivan got infront of cindy

ivan: get out and tell

cindy: no babe its ok

she looked at jenny

cindy: that fuckers mom took my daughter out of school without my permission thats technically kidnapping he was using my daghter to get revenge my daughter!! doesnt need his ass! he wasnt depressed 2 months ago when he was threanting me threw voicemails? get the fuck off my propert and dont come back!!

ivan looked at her surprised

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