True love has no limits {completed}

chapter 45

loko: lets pay and go come on

cindy ;these meds are gonna fuck me up look at the side affects

loko: its ok take them i wont leave your side till hes home

she nodded

cindy: thanks for everything

loko: dont thank me your my baby sister im always going to take care of you i love you i know this is hard but things happen that we cant explain .. everythings going to be ok

cindy: i love you to

they got to ivans .. while she showered he called there dad he drove over

big mike: she ok?

loko: shes calmed down still sad

big mike: fuck

she walked downstairs

cindy: if your here who has mia?

big mike: your brothers have her its ok babygirl

he hugged her

big mike: shes better with them right now

cindy: yea your right but what do i tell her she was so excited dad?

big mike: if you want i can tell her ive explained where her grandma is

cindy: you have?

big mike: yea she found a old pictre of me hugging your mom she came asking who she was why was i hugging her like that haha she was all jealous

cindy: aww haha what you say?

he sat her down

big mike: i told her that she was your mommy then she asked where she was and i told her she was in heaven watching over us being a lil girl she asked why and i told her nana was sick and in pain god decided it was best she went to heaven so she wouldnt feel anymore pain .. i told her she loves so much and shes always with you thats why mommy named you mia alicia

she started to cry he hugged her

big mike: i know this is hard my love but i know your strong you will over come this get yourself healthy and you'll be blessed soon enough

she nodded

cindy: i need to hear that dad thanks i love you

big mike: i love you too my babygirl

she went to lay down while they talked outisde

ivan drove up

ivan: where she at?

loko: sleeping medicine made her feel off

he shook his head and leaned on his car

big mike: shes going to be ok shes strong just be there for her

ivan: i know she is .. but what what happened?

loko: its complicated it was just her body i guess she'll explain

big mike: we have mia so dont stress it

he nodded

ivan: im glad she has you guys and she wasnt alone

they nodded and went there ways ivan went up to his room

cindy: did they leave?

ivan: yea they didnt wanna wake you up so i told them it was ok to go .. why you up though?

cindy: i heard the door open

she got up and hugged him

ivan: i love you

cindy: i love you too sorry you had to leave your meeting

ivan: naw i would leave everything to be by your side .. im sorry you had to be there alone and go threw this alone

he hugged her

ivan: how you feeling?

cindy: sad and tired but im glad your home

he kissed her

ivan: dont be sad babe its ok

she sat down

cindy: i now ill be ok but it sucks cuz i wanted to hear those crys and screams those giggles go shopping for baby clothes and stress you out with my hormonal ass haha

ivan: look at it like this .. this is a set back its sad and its hard but we'll get threw this and when your ready we can try again you'll get your chance to shop till you drop drive me crazy .. we'll hear those screams soon enough i promise babe

she smiled and kissed him

cindy: i love you so much

ivan: i love you to now comeon you should rest

cindy: naw babe i actually wanna go hug my babygirl i need her lil giggles to cheer me up

ivan: ok then lets go

she got herself dressed and they drove over

mia: mommy!

she got on her knees and hugged her

cindy: uh i missed you mamas

mia: i missed you too .. are you ok?

cindy: yea im ok love just a lil sad but ill be ok

she smiled at her

mia: dont be sad babys with nana in heaven haw papa?

he nodded

mia: and there watching over us and keeping us safe itll be ok mommy

cindy hugged her tight

cindy: i love you babygirl

mia: i love you too

mia took her to there room

ivan: your a good papa for that one

big mike: im doing for her what i couldnt for cindy .. she was sad at first but then understood and said the baby was lucky it gets to hug her nana

he smiled and nodded and went to there room

cindy: show ivan your nana babygirl

mia: look ivan

he took the picture frame

ivan: you look just like your mama in this picture babygirl

mia: i know haha

cindy: i was her age visiting my dad at camp

he nodded and laid back and watched as mia went threw the pictures

she fell asleep hugging her grandparents picture ..

ivan: you feeling better?

cindy: yea seeing her eyes grow big as i told her about my moms good times and how her papa was once married haha .. but her just telling me not to be sad babys in heaven did it for me

ivan: what do you mean?

cindy: it reassured me itll be ok ill get threw this and we can always try again

ivan: yea thats true we can

she kissed him and laid her head on his chest

as broken as her heart felt lil by lil peices where going back into place ..

so she thought..