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✨WillNE✨

I fell in love with your smile
Your laugh
Your tears
The way your eyes squinted when you found something funny
I fell in love with you.

So maybe that's why I was at your door, in the early hours of the morning, knocking and crying out your name, begging for a second chance.

"I was drunk!" I would yell, until neighbours called security, and I would be escorted out.

"I didn't mean it!" I would cry, as I filled his voicemails with pitiful excuses, only stopping when his voicemail was full.

I hated my weakness, my neediness, my drunkness.  I deserved his hatred.

So when he opened the door, tears in his eyes, I was taken back. I stared into his  deep, beautiful chocolate eyes as I stared back.

"I still love you"

The door was shut.