Irresistible

Chapter 3

I go into my room and change my panties. ¨What the fuck just happened¨ I say to myself. I can't give into temptation. 
This past Month started great I started DJing  for MembersOnly and I've been having fun... Or so I made people think I was having fun. But once again I find myself in a dark place laying on the bathroom floor crying after I made myself throw up. I stand up and look into the mirror lift up my shirt and look at my body. You can see my ribcage. The more I stare at myself the hatred grows. I grab the scissors, cry, and start cutting my hair. ¨this is what you did, THIS IS WHAT YOU DID¨. I stop crying and realize what I have done. I run my fingers through my hair ¨shit¨. I look at the time 1pm. ¨Ugh I have to walk to Basś house. It's not a long walk I'm jut not in the mood for anything.

I walk through the door.
¨Woah, the hair¨ Trunks says.
¨That shit's fye¨ Craig smiles. ¨Imma go bald¨. ¨NO¨I laugh, ¨Craig if you cut your hair I have no choice but to kill you¨.
¨Woah, violent¨ Jahseh joggs down the stairs.  ¨Oh hush¨ I laugh.
¨Well¨ Bass hugs me ¨we are about to go to the gym, Che has been there since this morning so he should be here soon, so you won't be alone¨. ¨Okay¨ I say. I walk down to the studio and start playing around with some beats I never finished.

I go back upstairs to find Che sitting on the couch. ¨Hey stranger¨ I smile and sit on the couch. He smiles back at me and I get butterflies. This happens every time I am near him and I don't like it, there is no time in my life for romance. He stands up and slowly puts his shirt on.
¨Hmm¨ I stare at his abs and arms ¨tempting¨.
¨What you like my body¨ He laughs.
¨You need to work on your skinny ass chicken legs¨ I laugh.
¨Fuck you¨ he laughs and throws a pillow at me.
¨When¨ I whisper.
¨What was that¨ he smiles.
¨Nothing¨I look at my phone. 
¨Well let's talk about what you need to work on¨Che lays on my chest ¨self love¨.
¨BOOO¨ I suck my teeth, killed the vibe¨. I play with Che's hair as he tells me about why I should love myself and all this other nonsense. All I hear is ¨womp, womp, womp¨. I notice there is  sketch book on the table so I grab it and look through it.
¨Oh my gosh¨ I sit up ¨your drawing is impeccable¨.
¨Thank you¨ he smiles.
¨How long have you been drawing¨ I ask.
¨Uh¨ he scratches his head ¨for as long as I remember.¨.
We talk for hours, about art, music, movies, and spiritual beliefs. ¨Che¨ I say still playing in his hair.
¨Yes¨he looks up at me.
¨Do you ever wish you didn't drop out of school¨.
¨No¨ he sits up ¨I actually wish I dropped out earlier, besides I'm better at teaching myself than anyone else teaching me¨.
¨To be honest¨ I sit up ¨I don't know what to do with my life right now, I'm just not motivated to do anything. I'm 21 and I'm still not sure what I want to do¨.
¨Your calling will gravitate to you, be patient¨. ¨Booo¨ I frown.

Che smirks and stares at me. He moves closer then grabs me by my chin and kisses me.  His lips are so soft, he caresses my face. A whole new feeling comes across my body. Something unexplainable. I'm not trying to love but there is something about him, I can't resist, no matter how hard I try not to fall for him it doesn't work, I'm trapped. He grips my neck and slides his tongue in my mouth. He pulls me and lays me on his lap before pulling my leggings down.
¨Uh¨ I begin ¨I think it's best if we keep our relationship platonic".
"Shhh" he begins rubbing my clit before sliding two of his fingers in my vagina. I bite my lip and moan. He strokes slowly at first but then goes faster. "Oh my gosh" I moan. He looks into my eyes as he fingers me, stroking faster and faster. I begin to cream. "Oh look at this" he smiles. He slows down and starts swirling his fingers in my vagina and hits my g-spot. He starts fingering me faster. At this point i'm moaning uncontrollably. "Che" my eyes roll back and I grab his arm as I cum. He smiles and sucks his fingers then puts them in my mouth. He grabs me by my neck and starts kissing me again, I put my hand in his pants but he moves it.
"I'm not gonna fuck you", I am going to respect you".
"What"??, no this is okay" I say.
"I know" he smirks and lifts my shirt up and grabs my boobs. "I'm going to make you love every inch of your body just like how I love every inch of your body".

"Everyday is a new lesson" he smiles. "Let's start with your lips" Che pulls me close and kisses me once more. "So plump" he continues "so soft" he kisses me again. He stares at me "I think i've got you figured out". I roll my eyes and grab his face. I get on top of him and kiss him. He rubs on my waist. He pulls out his dick and rubs it on my thigh. I grab and try to slide it into my pussy but he grabs my hand and lays me back down. "Nope" he smiles and puts his dick back in his shorts. I slip my leggings back on. "You fucking tease" I roll my eyes and smirk. "Hey" he shrugs "this is for your own good". "Once again BOOOOOOO 👎🏾". We both stand up and look each other in the eyes. I stare at him trying to read him and attempt to see, why me? Out of all people what does he want with me? We hear the door unlock and everyone who went to the gym returns. "I will talk to you later" he whispers. I stare at him as he goes and talks to Coolie. FUCK! I think to myself, WHY IS HE SO Succulent.