The Only Reason (5SOS Fanfic)

Chapter 20

This chapter is also a week from the interview

Sky's POV

"Luke c'mon it wasn't your fault."

What? Where am I? What's in my arm? I open my eyes quick and I jolt upwards and I hear a heart monitor beep fastly. "Woah woah woah Sky calm down your in a hospital please calm down!" Mikey says walking over to my bed. I start to breathe correctly. "We'll thanks for nearly giving me a heart attack right there! I thought I was kidnapped." I say with sarcasm. They all get up and give me a hug except Luke. Then I realize his blue eyes are now gray and bloodshot. Has he been crying? "Guys what happened..." I say still looking at Luke. I sounded kinda angry, no, worried. There was a silence. They all looked like they had a secret. "Guys really What Happened!?" I say a little louder. The beeping goes faster. Luke looks up at me. "Hey calm down we will tell you later, your not in good condition." Calum says. I look at my wrists and gasp. My scars are back. "Wha- what did I- i..." I choked out. "Well now I know I did something tell me" I say. "Wait I'm not letting anyone explain until Luke gives me a hug or comes over here." I say. Luke looks a little happy for this, and jolts up and comes over and hugs me. He then puts his head in my shoulder. What the heck he is acting like I'm never gonna see him again. "Okay now talk." "Okay Sky Luke kinda came home drunk..." Mikey starts. "Luke do you want to tell her." Ashton says. He looks up."i-i.. I can't." He manages. He looks like he is about to cry. I hug him again letting him know he doesn't have to. "So yeah when he came home he didn't talk to you and walked past you. You asked what was wrong and he just got mad and yelled at you and said he is sleeping in my room. I guess then it really hurt you. And you sat in your room crying for 2 hours. Ashton heard you and comforted you and stayed in your room last night." He gulped. "Then you woke up in the middle of the night and did that to your wrist. You also managed to get Luke's name off of it." Ashtto said after Micheal. "And Ashton found you and you passed out from loosing so much blood. And now your here." Ashton says. I was shocked. Then Luke did something I have never seen him do. Actually something he has never done. He started crying. Bad. "I said such hurtful things Sky." Luke choked out. I gave all the guys a "can we be alone" look. They stepped out of the room."I-I am- so sorry." he said between breaths. "Please stop crying, your gonna make ME cry. I can't stand seeing you like this." I say running my fingers through this hair. "I can never forgive myself of what I said to you last night." He said. His crying stopped, but his breath was still shaky. "Hey Luke it's okay I'm not mad, it's not your fault you were drunk you can't control what you do." I say. He looks up at me. He is a train wreck. "Seriously? Oh my god." He smiled. "There is that smile I fell in love with and still in love with." I say. "Do I get my kiss now?" I say. I swear he kissed me so fast It was like lightning. "Just please don't ever let me do that again. If I say anything rude to you and I'm drunk please punch me or something." He says. I laugh. "When do I get out of here?" I say. "We don't know, once they get enough blood back into your system, so probably in 2 days." he says. "Please don't ever hurt yourself again.." he says. He puts a long kiss on my forehead. "I promise." I put my head on his shoulder. I yawn "Looks like the meds are kicking in, you need rest." He says getting up. "No don't go.. please?" I ask. I really don't want to be alone right now. "Babe trust me I'm gonna run home get both of us a suitcase and I'll be right back." he says. "You gonna have to sleep on the couch." I say. He pouts. "Don't remind me.. Goonight I'll be right back." "Mmh I love you." When I fell asleep I heard a faint "I love you..". From Luke.