Ignorance Is A Bliss

🍦Chapter.2🍦

So while I struggled to sleep that night I went to the window outside our room to see when Aria and Anthony are coming back...
Anthony: "I didn't think that that would be a problem for you"
Aria: "What do you mean?"
Anthony: "The whole truth or dare thing"
Aria: "Honestly someone had to put a stop to it, it was a good job that you did kiss me or Hell would've broken loose"
Anthony: "I think we need to focus on being positive about Ivy rather than negative for Abi's sake, besides I'm sure she has her reasons to be so stubborn"
Aria: "Maybe your right but I don't like her, I'm gonna keep my differences aside for Abi's sake only for now, so can you please help me with the stuff"
Anthony: "Yeah"
Anthony helped Aria with the stuff and hours later when we got up, Ivy went to work (In Walmart) so insecure and Anthony went to visit his Dad and Sister (Paul and Leah).
Me: "I'm bored"
Aria: "Me too"
Me: "Yeah"
Aria: "Do you wanna come the beach with me? Ice Cream is on me"
Me: "Ok if you don't insist"
So Aria took me the beach, she said she wanted to talk and I'm ok with that but I was worried about what she was wanting to talk to me about.
I hope she's not talking about Ivy because Ivy is just misunderstood that's all, she was cheated on in her last relationship and I just don't want Aria to talk about Ivy to me, I really don't wanna justify myself to her.
Aria: "Ok what is going on?"
Me: "What do you mean?"
Aria: "Does she always treat you like that?"
Me: "Like what?...... Ok maybe I shouldn't have been so flirty in the car"
Aria: "Eh you were not flirty at all"
Me: "Well to be fair she did get cheated on in her last relationship, she has triggers"
Aria: "Abi, Myself and Anthony have been watching you and Ivy all weekend long and we haven't seen a moment at all where things are ok with you both and without her getting so insecure, she gave me the death glare when I first saw her, come on what was that all about? That's not ok, that was just awkward"
Me: "Just crazy Lesbisn drama, I guess"
Aria: "No, It's Crazy, Crazy Person drama, So she's a woman she's excused from treating other women like Shit?"
Me: "But she doesn't treat me like shit"
Aria: "Ok well if a Dude, Say If Anthony for example, if myself and him were together which where not because I'm a Lesbian... But think of it this way if Myself and Anthony were together and he treated me like shit like the way she did to you, you would hate him forever"
(I just look at her)
Aria: "It's like She's completely manipulated you into thinking you deserve this"
Me: "Well ok I'm sorry I give people a chance and I don't break up with them when they screw up once"
Aria: "Ok.... She's Abusive"
Me: "But she's never hit me"
Aria: "She doesn't have to"
So the wind just blew in our face and Aria just helps me up and I'm following her to the car and we never spoke a word to each other since then because well I know she's got a point, Ivy has been acting crazy lately but it's not her fault, it's mine.
When myself and Aria got back Anthony was inside then not long after we came back Ivy finished her shift and we went to bed...
I did not do anything with Ivy and she done nothing with me, she basically asked me a question and I didn't talk to Ivy since either.
Ivy: "So you and Aria went the beach today?"
I turned the other way and I silently cried, I didn't want to talk about it and she never said a word after that, I just wish everyone would give me my space and respect me for once, sometimes I need my space.
Aria, Anthony and Ivy have to understand this, I have had enough of this, I'm so done with this bullshit.
I waited for Aria, Anthony and Ivy to go to sleep while I pack my things I can't live with out, I get dressed and I was just in the middle of writing a letter and as I was writing the letter I was crying but they couldn't hear me, Good I say, I'm so done.
I love Ivy and I love my friend and I'm so annoyed when all they do is make the whole thing awkward for me, I've had enough now, it's time I had a break from the drama.