Yesterday I felt pretty confident, today I'm feeling more anxious as time flys by, I'm praying that no one gets moved out of my circle of friends but I know that someone will and it's really getting to me like a fly on the wall.
Then all this time made me think have I actually met the one yet.
Because Aria has been there for me since my days in NXT and she has never stopped caring for me, when I felt like shit and less special she made me feel more than that and that's what I wanted but the only thing I'm scared of now is if I confess I like her that she would say it's too late.
Rejection is one thing I fear everyday, I have always been told no and turned away but this company gave me a chance and I grabbed that chance with my two hands that I have and now I'm the Champion.
At the same time now I'm thinking can I ever love someone now after what happened to me in the past.
I know not everyone is the same but some people are and some people never change they are never any different.
Alexa: "We could be separated from each other next Monday"
Me: "I know"
Alexa: "You don't seem pleased"
Me: "I'm not"
Alexa: "Why?"
Me: "Bscause all my friends could end up on RAW next week while I end up here on Smackdown Live alone"
Alexa: "I understand that part but I just know there's something else on your mind, I think I know you too well now"
Me: "Actually there is"
Alexa: "And what is it?"
Me: "I actually think after everything that happened to me, I think I'm starting to have feelings for Aria now but she'll tell me it's too late"
Alexa: "Say something now and you could have a chance, say nothing and you'll never get what you want, at least tell her how you feel"
Me: "Ok I will"
I'm nervous about telling Aria about how I feel but I think Lexi is right, if I don't say something now I might end up losing her for good and regretting it despite the fact that we will forever be friends.
Anyway it's a risk worth taking, she's worth it for everything she did for me, I hope she can accept me for who I am and for not what I'm not.
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