Ignorance Is A Bliss

😔Chapter.3😔

I left the house and ran away to where my sister lives, at the moment she's the only one who isn't confusing me, she's the only one who gets what it's like to be in the middle of drama, something like this has happened to her before.
Alexa: "Sis? What's up?"
Me: "I'm getting fed up of the drama"
Alexa: "What drama?"
Me: "My friends and my girlfriend take huge dislikes to each other and confuse the life out of me, they are all too selfish to realise that I'm upset here"
Alexa: "I get that but I see Aria's point, since I first saw Ivy she really didn't give a good impression, she's a bad influence, you have to dump her"
Me: "This again...."
Alexa: "Well it is simple Abi, if you don't like my opinion don't talk to me about it"
Me: "Sorry ok"
Alexa: "It's fine, I see you are upset"
Me: "Aria says that Ivy is abusive but I've never seen her abuse me, she's never hit me and she never talks to me like shit"
Alexa: "Hold on, Stop right there, Aria your best friend, I know her, she's not a liar ok and I know she's not, I saw Ivy treat you like shit with my own eyes too, she ain't the only one ok, Anthony has even seen it too, don't you think they are trying to protect you?"
Me: "Maybe but I wish they weren't over protective, I mean, they have been acting weird too, Aria and Anthony are normally fighting or arguing but for some reason they have stopped that which confuses me, Aria yeah she's no liar but she can be jealous and that I haven't seen in awhile"
Alexa: "Ok that I can take your side on"
Me: "I know things aren't great between Ivy and I but I guess it's the whole age gap thingy, we don't have much to talk about"
Alexa: "Well that's understandable"
Me: "And even Anthony, normally he goes crazy at Aria and snaps at anyone who makes jokes or offends him but he's kept his cool recently, I don't understand that"
Alexa: "Well that's guys for you, sometimes I don't understand what My Boyfriend is really like, people change"
Me: "But not too much"
Alexa: "I know"
I was up for a promo on every single Woman on Smackdown including my bestie Aria and that's what I did do and that worked well but I honestly don't know how I got through it just like I don't know how I got through that 5 women pack challenge match to become the number one contender for the Smackdown womens title.
Like that is a huge thing for me, my NXT women's title reign didn't last too long so if I do win this title let's hope this one does.
Alexa: "You did great out there"
Me: "I really don't know how I done it so well, I don't know how I got through with it after all the drama that's going on"
Alexa: "Will power that's what"
Me: "Yeah"
No matter how hard I thought I worked tonight I still felt like Shit, maybe My friends and my sister are right about Ivy, I mean Ivy is 45 and I'm only 25.
I know Ivy looks nothing like 45 but she is and there isn't much to talk about.
She remained single for quite sometime after her last relationship broke down because her ex cheated on her but like Aria said that's no excuse for her to be angry at me and to lash out the way she does, sometimes I wish she would listen to me and just change her ways, I hate it when people I love fight, it scares me way too much.