a shattered mind / kth

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'mina there is no need for doing this' her dad almost cried out.

'i'm really sorry dad, but it's for my best' she said. her words coming out heavy.

'mina, you're sick. you can't go anywhere alone. yet you want to move away from us' her dad yelled at her.

the room was filled with their yelling. 'okay you two, that is enough' hoseok said, calming the both of them down. 'mina, you lost him, i understand you. but i don't want to be the one to lose you because of him.' mina just shook her head at the both of them.

'this is useless' she said, walking out of the house.

'jung mina don't you dare leave' hoseok yelled after her. she couldn't hear him because she had already driven off without giving a second glance to her brother and her dad who stood in the doorway.

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mina parked her car next to a beach. she threw her head back. for her, it felt like her head could explode any second. she closed her eyes tightly, thinking about him.

'i miss you namjoon'

'i miss you too' his voice echoed in the small car. she turned around to see him sitting in the passengers seat.

'come on mina, let's go to the beach' he smiled at her. the smile that she fell for. without any thinking, they both exited the car, running to the ocean. there were some people around her who stared at her weirdly, probably because she was laughing and talking to herself like a crazy person. but what she saw was namjoon, and namjoon only who was making her laugh.

at one point a brown haired boy walked up to her, seeing that she was talking to herself. 'are you okay?' he asked her, with a small voice. namjoon and mina both looked up at the boy that has appeared out of nowhere. 'it's one of them mina, don't talk to him, he is going to call you crazy'

'shut up namjoon'

that angered namjoon, but he remained silent.

'um, namjoon?' the boy tilted his head, he looked to the place where the red haired girl looked at.

'i'm okay' she responded to his first question. a bit too coldly for his liking. he tried moving away from the topic as much as she did.

'so what's your name? you seem new here?' he asked her.

'don't tell him your name mina, who knows who he might be, they are quick to judge you' she ignored the man next to her.

'my name is mina' she smiled forcefully. 'how did you know i'm new?'

'well, this town is pretty small and everyone knows everyone here.' she nodded. she hoped he would go away, so she could spend some time with her dead, well maybe not so dead boyfriend.

'what is your name?' mina asked him, making the conversation go on.

'what are you doing you idiot?' namjoon yelled at her. no one could see him or hear him, so no one really knew what was happening beside her.

'will you shut up namjoon?' she whispered, the brown haired boy eyed her while she turned her head, speaking to nothing, nothing in particular.

'the name is jungkook. you can call me kook if it's easier for you' she nodded.

'well it was nice meeting you jungkook. i hope we will see each other more' jungkook nodded and watched mina go back to her car. he shook his head, walking away from the beach.

the walk to the car was filled with namjoon's yelling at mina for being stupid and iresponsible. 'mina, i wanted to run away from that old town for us. that's why we are here now'

'namjoon...'

she wanted to say something to him, but she couldn't see him anymore. as soon as she sat in her small car, she broke down into tears knowing she made the one she loved the most, mad. after all she couldn't do much, she was just a crazy person who talked to herself.