Suicidal Thoughts | Ereri/ Riren|Depressed!Eren x Teacher!Levi

Chapter 5

(Sorry, I don't know what to put for the title.. I think I'll just leave it as chapters. Sorry about that 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️)

Eren's POV
I woke up from my dusty, grey bed with a sharp pain in my waist. I.. can't remember what happened yesterday. It seemed like some inhuman just touched me with their cold hands and wiped out my memory completely. I tried to get off of my bed. Once my feet touched the cold floor, I went stumbling down and hitting my head in the process. Shit. Everything went blurry for a second then back to normal. I caressed my head on the spot that hurts. I stood back up and tried to make my way through the door.

I put my ear next to the dirty white door to find any noise coming from the outside of my room. I couldn't hear anything. I opened my door as slowly as a sloth trying to climb a tree. I was trying so hard not to make any noise. I took a peek on what's outside. My dads door was opened. His room was a fucking mess. Clothes were scattered all over the floor. The bed sheets weren't even on the bed. The pillows were everywhere. Dust was on the wooden ceiling fan. And there were green and yellow beer bottles everywhere. I'm guessing he went off to work. I let out a sigh of relief. I closed my door and made my way into the closet to get ready for school.

As I made my way through the closet, everything from yesterday started to pop up in my mind. My eyes widened as tears started to stream down my face. I covered my dry lips to not let any sound pass through my mouth. I didn't want anyone to hear my pathetic crying. I took a look at my jet black alarm clock. The numbers that were a bright red that reminding me of hell said "5:30 a.m." I still have a lot of time to get ready. I wiped the tears off of my face and started to get some clothes for me to wear.

I took out a plain grey shirt and a black Panic! At The Disco hoodie. I also took out khaki jeans that were a little baggy. I slipped on all of my clothes and put on some plain black socks. I put on my black and white Nike shoes. I look back at my alarm clock that read " 6:00 a.m." Damn.. It takes me 30 minutes to get ready? I grabbed my black backpack that was laying by the edge of my bed and put it on my back. I took my phone with me and started to walk to the entrance. I opened the door and looked back at the house to see if I forgot anything. Nope. Didn't forget anything. I closed the door and took out a key from my pocket and started to lock the door. I started to make my way to the school.

It's been about 15 minutes and I just got to the school. And yes, I know it's 6:15 a.m. right now. But, I like being early. I made my way through the school gate. I think I'll sit by the tree. I passed through the counselors office, then the back office, then the nurses office, then the front office, then the classrooms. I kept going straight to reach the tree. As I reached the big, cherry blossom tree, I sat down with my bag to the tree. I took my sketchbook and a mechanical pencil out of my bag and started drawing. I didn't really have much inspiration so I doodle something on the blank, white piece of paper. While I was drawing, I couldn't help but feel like someone was watching me. I looked up from my sketchbook and looked around. No one. Weird. I ignored the feeling and went back to drawing. I drew a lot of things. I drew a broken heart with bandages and band aids all over it. I drew a realistic eye that I learned from my art class. I even drew a razor with blood all over the blade. But what really caught my attention is that I drew a person. I couldn't tell who it was. But it actually looked like... Mr. Ackerman?! But.. why him?

Before I knew it, the bell rang, signaling us it was time to go into our classrooms. Woah. I didn't even know I stayed in the same spot for 2 hours. I just pack up my things and started to go to my 6th period. What a coincidence..

That's Mr. Ackerman's class..
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I'm sorry this took so long. I just finished testing and I took my algebra test after that. I feel so tired and stressed out. I really want to focus on my school work. I'm trying to get a 4.0 GPA. But my science teacher is being a bitch. She's giving me a fucking B. I know that's not a bad grade. But I'm Asian, not Bsian. Anyways, I'll try to keep updating for you guys when I can.

See you later~ <3

~~Demmola123

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